Cousin Bonding

What a hot day.. aiyaiyai~.. the air conditioner decided to take 5 again... come to think of it.. this unit is almost 8 year o.0? It’s been fairly interesting month, wanted to blog over a lot of issues really but the inspiration to write miraculously disappears when I start typing in the middle of the night.

Since a month ago, I started to like ‘cousin bonding’ *if such a word exist* . I dunno.. over the year I rarely keep in touch with all my cousins… the only time I get to see them is during CNY and other family occasion. Over the years I felt like I losing touch with my cousins.. most of the time.. I’m just there for courtesy, respect and the foods; small talk is not my forte…

So I try to catch up on what I’ve been missing for the longest time now… meeting them and ‘facebook’ is a good place to starts~ *since it come into existence, I never bother toying with it until recently*. It started off with 1 cousin and wahpiang.. now everyone who is ‘IT savvy’ is in... and latest trend….random posting of everyone’s ‘zaman kanak kanak riang’ – I truly surprised that I don’t even recall any of the moments in all the photo posted; I rarely took photo of myself and never kept any photo of myself either.



I just discover this a week ago.. finally got it done today.. sheesh 0.o!
This is the 2nd time now…..I bought my car on MAY…. and it stretch to…. Hahahahaha.. Lucky that I didn’t have any bad moment with law during the free illegal months on road… tiu mou??

No Encore~

Lately I’ve been doing a lot of silent thinking which include pacing around the street with a cigarette in the middle of the night. As positive as I am facing the daily struggle of the world, towards anyone or people in general; every moment I spent when I’m alone are… alone. There hasn’t been anyone to shares my deepest thought and views; I’ve only myself to talked too..

Everyday is the same, I listens and observed people’s ordeal akin watching an orchestra, a drama bursting in to life. The funny thing is.. most of the time I’m just there… if the world is a stage then I’m merely an audience watching a play after play unfolds.

Travail~ travail~ = ....?

Today marked an important day as a printing salesman. It was my 1st attempt, along the way I got lost *shitz~ faulty memory* , I visualized and practice on my speech.
It’s common failing at 1st attempt but I guess ladyluck been good to me lately. Not only was I entertained but I was given 4 sample jobs to be quoted!!

My 3 months of crashing inside the factory understanding and arranging factory management paid off~. I was really happy though even it was just a quote; it doesn’t matter if I get the business or not but am happy because people are willing to spent a moment and gives me the chance on 1st try. =)

Now let hope those calculative blokes won’t botched this opportunity~. Guess the next phase is to learn how to calculate costing; assuming people are willing to teach. I’ve been studying the system; I guess it not hard to complies and write a programming to suit my work.

ma cherie, je voudrais vous êtes ici pour partager ce moment avec ...

Another phase of life~

FRIM KEPONG

Ah.. finally after all the difficulties.. congratulation my friend!.. live a good married life.

Aimless~

I thought I’ll see this day,
I thought I’ll feel this way,
I’m left with emptiness
Akin a glass of water
That is neither half filled
Nor half full.

If love is a universal emotion, the goal that we all seek, the prize that can make our lives complete and whole; it is both timeless and in too many instances, transient~. Then the pain it often causes is equally universal…

Hari Raya 2008

Every year during Raya without fail, I would have a feast of good ole beef, lamb curry rendang served with best basmati rice cooked by my staff in the Factory. Just yesterday I was wondering what to do for this holiday or would anyone called me. Apparently someone still remember me.. it felt really good to see my old staff still surviving despite under such dire circumstances. A little life too has brought happiness to their struggling life..a day and a year old exactly today.


It has been a year and 2 month + now since I been inside… As I stepped in, am not sure if I should be happy or sad at the state of the Factory. It’s been vacant for so long, quiet with overgrown grass and scrubs. I always called this place a forest of green vegetation. It wasn’t too different from what it was now when I was small.. my gramp's land, with ponds and well, growing vegetables and fruit trees.



Today it just a vacant land with empty structure…..