Bolehland Joke~

Thought I shared this~


There are three major races in Malaysia - Malay, Chinese and Indian.
The Malays have the political power and so they set up the party UMNO,which literally means "U Must Not Object".

The Chinese, on the other hand, controls most of the Economy and they called their party MCA which means "Money Conquers All".

Then there are the Indians who have no say in politics or economics.
They set up their party called MIC. Hence, every Parliamentary meeting the Indians would ask: "Must I Come?"

Death View?

I've just got home from my friend’s house. His mum passed away battling cancer. She was 57 this year. My friend been a filial son, he took care of his ailing mother for 2 years without leaving her sight. While paying my last respect and passing condolences to my friend, I have this though across my mind

Life is so fragile; with the pollutant of the world nowadays people are just not as strong as they were eons ago. Along the way we human absorb foreign teachings, believes and religion to show, protect and shield us from act of empathy? Chinese cultures for example love paying homage and respect to the death, out of traditions they will spend on lavishly ancient ceremonies; out of love perhaps or was it to show grandeur of status?

In life we can't escape worries, pain and ultimately death. It is not death that is frightening but the process of waiting and treatment we give and received while waiting for death to claim us. So what must we the living one do till then? My questions are on the end of the days, are we treating the one still living then well by our thought and actions?

I for one sure ain't gonna live my life in regrets for not telling the living that I loved and treasured them very much~ RIP

History Relearned?

If you banned my book, I would publish it online! – Kua Kia Soong (These are the words that serves great impact! Kudos to you dude! )

Those who receive tertiary education Malaysia are definitely familiar with the term “Darurat “ (State Of Emergency). Quoted; A State Of Emergency is a governmental declaration that may suspend certain normal functions of government, may work to alert citizens to alter their normal behaviors, or may order government agencies to implement emergency preparedness plans. It can also be used as a rationale for suspending civil liberties. Such declarations usually come during a time of natural disaster, during periods of civil unrest, or following a declaration of war (therefore, in democratic countries many call this martial law, most with non-critical intent.

Histories of Malaysia record a few incidents of “Darurat” In one particular incident, which is briefly mentioned in history textbook of school under a single paragraph “insiden gelap May13, 1969”. I believe many new generations of student have no exact idea what actually happen then due to cover-up and secrecy of publication. So here’s a good book to those who loves history~

KiniBooks --> Link to purchase; Thank mob :D

My 26th~

Today evening was wonderful though not perfect. I've totally forgotten to give a toast! Well nothing much really since most of my friends doesn't drink anymore~ Tiu! :D anyways here my toast.

1st Thanks to all my friend who are here with me every year and many more years to come, it's been a wonderful evening with you guys and girls. Those who are new to the club Welcome Onboard Mate!

2nd It gets tough as we grow older and hopefully more mature ^(oo)^
Many responsibilities of life and stressful nature of the world it is not surprising that everyday our circle of true friends get smaller and smaller. At time we lashes out to our friends and might offended them in the process of us not knowing so; Here I would like to say Sorry and Please forgive me for all the unpleasant I might have cause you guys and girls.

3rd For those who are unable to join me this evening due to work and studies or whatever reasons it may be, Hopefully I may see you next year!

Cheers mate! ^.^ V

Thank You

Though I no longer remember if I've seen you nor how you look like, but for many years you have never failed to sent cards and greetings no matter where you are. Thank You!

We're Not So Furious!!

Bikers n Riders listen up~ this probrably the funniest spoof music shit I've heard! HAAAHAAA!!!




Ok loading something to ponder on :-

An English professor wrote the words, "woman without her man is a savage"
on the blackboard and directed his students to punctuate it correctly.

The men wrote: "Woman, without her man, is a savage."

The women wrote: "Woman: Without her, man is a savage."

so whose the real pro at work?

Eureka!!

It' official! I'm a Roadtard! But hey look~.. Now I can proudly say this “I Know My Ways!!!“ Shit! now how da heck do I…… ^(oo)^

Look! It's a Fish!

After a year.. results are showing.. go fishy! hmm.. kinda make one feels like jumping in it, skinny dip anyone? :D

Jenaka Translasi Melayu

Tot I post this up, forwarded by mike... hahaaa.... tah mate!


Tijah ingin memutuskan perhubungan dengan boyfriend MAT SALLEH nya....
Dia tak sanggup bertemu muka, Lalu dia pun mengutus surat...
Surat tu macam ni bunyinya:


Hi, motive me write this letter is to give know you something. I WANT TO CUT CONNECTION US. I have think about this very cook cook. I know I clap one hand only. Correctly, I have seen you and she together at town with eyes myself. You always ask for apology back one front. I don't trust you again!!! You real real crocodile land!

My Friend speak you play wood three .. Now I know you correct correct play wood three so, I break connection to pull my body from this love triangle. I know this result I pick is very correct, because you love she very high from me. So, I break off to go far from here. I don't want you to play play with my liver. I have been crying until no more eye water thinking about you. I don't want banana to fruit two times ....Safe walk .....

Tijah

The 1/2 sharp 1/2 blur night

last night was awesome, 1st night outing after the lasik ops.. though vision is still not perfect but I can pretty much make out images of thing.. verdict of the night "All The G-Par Becomes Lui San" that night :D hate me not ladies. HAAAHAAA!

Got to finally meet mike's Emily.. my impression of her was.. she the type of people that will eat Man! *err in this case mike*.. hahaha! and met a 6 footer tall chick *fuahh tingginya!! check out those killer slender legs weyy!* named 'helicopter' yep.. that what I heard whole night.. noisy surrounding~ will confirm later.. beautician wor.. nanti ala masa wa cari sama dia bikin wa punya muka kasi shemboi~! ^.^ V

Anyway this morning I got dragged out of bed for dim sum at *check the fun cheong above* and learn a rather touching story. Have you ever seen a person who likes a girl for 5 yrs+ , though rejected and not given a chance but still cares and concern for her. It seems that this girl is now heading head on to a disaster... should she be warned or let her "Pei Yan Tiu" ?

I foresee only 2 outcome, 3rd is definete!....

A) Advice not taken.. she got TIU~

B) Advice taken.. She stills get TIU.. girls never listen; since there's a pro at work

C)All or none of above; my friend is the most TIU! ; simply offering care and being a busybody *in the girl opinion*

Shun Qi Zi Ran

While I was searching for the meaning of “Shun Qi Zi Ran” aka “Sun Kei Chi Yin” I came across a thread of somewhat similar situation and description~

“Btw... what the heck is 'Shun Qi Zi Ran'? Pork Chop (G – Par Fan) rice ah? “

What does it means? Since my Chinese understanding is poor and crude, I think it means something like this “leaves everything to God, or just let it occur automatically or let things happen naturally” Under what circumstances shall this phrase be applied and what condition should decisions, duration and measures be made upon?

It's believed that the person who said and wrote it must have meant well but *what the heck! I think it is such an oxymoron phrase and remark. It sounds like a wonderfully phrased blunt rejection! Oh wait~ maybe it's an indirect rejection also, or maybe that person wish to be pursued more aggressively?

Off with lies and facade of coquettishness, I have enough and kept my silence. Anyway I've found a direct counter “Wan Yat , Bat Yue Zhong Yat” it roughly means “instead of any day , why not make a specific day” Wouldn't things be easier if we can ; Put time! Put Place! Put Day! Put Duration! To everything we do. Sigh.. enough of my ranting for today.. (>.+)!

Oh! I just remember.. "Que Sera Sera" also means "Shun Qi Zi Ran" in a way..

Woe be thy monies!

The saying “Money Can't Buy Happiness” is a wrongly quoted statement. Since the beginnings of time when we MAN have learned how to evaluate things, nearly everything comes with a price tag or equivalent bargain at a certain point of time.

“Money” it seems can't actually 100% buy happiness but do you know a person's satisfaction with their standard of living, health, relationships, life achievement, safety, community connection and future security requires a great deal of money!

From the minute one wakes up in the morning, the money meter starts running at home; electricity, water, soap, clothing and foods! Then outside; Cars, maintenances, petrol and fuel, highway tolls, entertainments, a gift even presents! Hell.. condom also need monies!

Those who quote the idea that “Money Can't Buy Happiness” seriously overlook one of the most precious luxuries money does buy: not having to worry about money! Perhaps they have too much of it,then I will be the first to offer my bank account ya ^.^ . Wouldn't it be great to be able to spent and not worry bout bills and payment at the end of the month?

2 Chinese proverbs I always reminds myself are…

“Mou Chien Hai Yat Tiu Chung, Yao Chien Hai Yat Tiu Long” - when you have no money, you're no better than a lowly worm, when you have money, you're a fucking dragon!

“Chien Mm Hai Man Nang, Mou Chien Hai Man Man Bat Nang”- Money is not everything, Without money nothing is even possible.

So Money Do Buy Happiness~ Period!


P.S
So to keep my happy meter running, here an advise to all you bastards and arseholes who still owes me! Please pay up or I shall make you pay with other means :D

The Wonderful World

I wakes up today morning listening to this song~ I've been given a second chance of perfect vision with technology advancement... It really feel good to be able to wakeup each day and able see a perfect picture of the world around us through the naked eyes..it's just truly beautiful!

let's Sing :-

I see trees of green, red roses too
I see them bloom for me and you
And I think to myself, what a wonderful world

I see skies of blue and clouds of white
The bright blessed day, the dark sacred night
And I think to myself, what a wonderful world

The colours of the rainbow, so pretty in the sky
Are also on the faces of people going by

I see friends shakin' hands, sayin' "How do you do?"
They're really saying "I love you"
I hear babies cryin', I watch them grow
They'll learn much more than I'll ever know

And I think to myself, what a wonderful world
Yes, I think to myself, what a wonderful world
Oh yeah

Masuk Angin Keluar Asap

Deng!!.. I misses you oh so terribly.. Every single moment my mind though of nothing but you! Without you it really drives me crazy!! Why??????? Why????????

I still remember many many years ago the 1st day I met and holds you~ I nearly choke on my tofu and throw up my lunch then… aahhH~ what wonderful sweet smell you have.. Which makes me very very high~ with each breathe I took in~ the rush to the head was totally awesome! *Si Beh Kick! *

Here’s one poem I crudely made for you,
Every time I'm happy, I need you,
Every time I'm Sad, I also need you!
Every time I got nothing to do I lagi need you!

Before meal, I need you,
In between meal, I might need you
After meal confirm need you!
No meal session is complete without you.

Every day, every noon, every night
I need you~
In da morning, no toilet motion is complete
Without you~
You makes my pang sai motion seems smoother
and complete!
No Coffee or tea tasted better on noon
Without you~

No night scenery is complete without your
Intoxicating dances in the air.
Mamak environment seems livelier
with your presences.
Even the girls on dance floor seems
prettier with your presence lifting the mood;
hun~ hun~ Loo Kua Loo Lip Sim Arr~!

Entertainments and Biz deals are always
Sealed with your presences
One glass on my left and you on my right;
Fui...yohhhhh~ Syokness!! :D

You have been a very true friend for many years,
Many happy memories and dark secrets are shared
with you~
But like all good things must come to an end.
I hereby say byebye to you~ for now~

Perhaps~ perhaps.. one fine day,
I may once again be able
to sniff, lick and suck you
again.. sigh.. T.T

)________))___________________);;;~~~~~~

Hahaha do not mind me today~ cigarette addiction now.. .. “Masuk Angin Keluar Asap” da! ^.^ V
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Ice Cream For The Eye?

Yesterday morning I went for a LASIK (Laser-Assisted in Situ Keratomileusis) It's a refractive laser eye surgery intended for myopia, hyperopia and astigmatism. It a bloody scary procedure though it somewhat safe.. =.=! *try not blinking when you have hands, objects, whatever the UFO dildo likes probing your eye and line of vision constantly under cloudy situation.*

My eyes are practically shot! Since morning beginning with diagnosis till ends of operation, my eyes are constantly dripped with a liquid solution that dilates the pupil. Then the eye torture begins with practically every known eye torture devices;

1) There's the spiral black hole thingy that will spin while the doctor shot a laser beam into the eye to snap shot photo of the eye, I did 3 types of different pattern machines. After that my vision seems distorted and I’m seeing starburst nova images. Then there is this funny hot air balloon picture that focus through a peek hole, after a while you could swear the image actually move around, remind me of the “red chick, mother chick and blue chick” image I did before..

2) After all inspection are done with machines, it back to mechanical test where ophthalmologist will ask for your head on a device and start molesting your eyes with hot and cool rays of light and needle in the eye part *part where u sit down quietly and perfectly still while a needle is inserted in to the eye..and rolls it around.*

3) Just when I assume that the examination is over.. suddenly the ophthalmologist pulls out a device *it look like a miniature monocular * and ask me to come forward.. as I inches forward * mahai! That fella stick the darn thing in my eye and ask me to roll my eye around.. the device is practically inserted into my eyes socket.. and ultra bright light is shoned in. He did the same with my other eye. Shit! Ultra irritation..Feels like tumbuk sama dia! finally he removes the devices and ask me to wash my eyes and face at the sink behind.. Fuck! What is this.. I got gel *K-lubs substances all over my eyes, sticky and looks yellow.. maciam kena eye masturbated sial!. Anyways it took me a long time wash them clean..it smells funny too.. Diagnosis over!!

I was asked to relax and have a light lunch which I did.. DID MY LAST SMOKE!! Since the pretty nurse advised me not to smoke during recovery process. At 2:30 my operation starts, I was given an operation robe *it look like kimono, a shower cap and a pair of cute feet cover to wear. My eyes then given a sterile cleaning; where they douse huge iodine like solution and swabbed your eye around hoping to kill gems. O.0!

Ah~ the operation theater! Beside the cool cold operating table that chills your butt up to the spine~ I notice that the air in it smells like burnt hairs! Anyway I was ask to laid quietly on the table with my head resting on top a * miniature toilet bowl like device and nurses are plastering a plastic sheet over both my eyes with a slit. Retractor *Claw like device * is inserted and forces to eyelid to open and REMAIN OPEN!!

The ophthalmologist then perform microkeratome .Microkeratome is a surgical device that have a vacuum effect that suck your eye ball so tight it feels like popping out and an oscillating blade that slice your cornea, NOT CUT! *It’s like slicing/peeling a mango skin. *The view is somewhat imagine looking at the sun while eclipse is happening. The ophthalmologist then remove the flap of sliced cornea revealing the center, a word of assurance from the ophthalmologist and an electronic voiced countdown begins for the Laser beam which will ablate a small amount of tissue shaping my lenses. The burnt hair smell even worse at this point.. shit.. my eye are burning !!

Operation Completed! I heard the automated voice. The ophthalmologist removes beam and started squirting liquid onto my eyes and gently brings the flap of cornea to cover the center. I was asked to rest a while on the table. I couldn’t see anything as my eyes are sensitive to light and can barely open since spending so much time with the retractor forcing my eye to open. Ouch time for more rest~

An Ex Gamer Confession

Through out my teens and mid last year I've always been a “Gamer”. By definition a “Gamer” plays a game by a game developer. Among my favorite type of game are RPG and MMORPG based. I have totally stopped playing such game, but I still do occasionally plays short game in Warcraft (Dota and TD)

In a 3D, multiplayer, online, role-playing game, a “Gamer” creates character. The character can be male or female and of any races (Human, Elf, Undead, Ogres, etc) and classes (Warrior, Hunter, Mage, Barbarian, etc). Then “Gamer” launch these character into a fantasy world fills with magic, sorcery and mythical pets (Dragon, Kirin, Unicorn and birds galore). A “Gamer” character evolves and changes as they interact with other “Gamer” and characters on the Net.

Around this time of the day, I will dropped everything I'm doing, logged on into a game called “Supreme Destiny”, my last serious MMORPG based game. It's the only day (once a week) where hundreds of player pitched against each others fighting for Kingdoms, Towns and Ultimately the “Crown” of power in game.

The potent mix of defining and acting out an ideal self in a rich, exciting, dangerous, lawless and magical land creates a peculiar draw for “Gamers”. This is one Utopian virtual environment where “Survival Of The Fittest” applies. A standard daily life of a “Gamer” involves trading pens and papers for sword, shield and amour; a mouse, keyboard and monitor.

“The sad truth is that in many ways. Game is better than real life. It is easier to succeed in Game; I can be beautiful, fit, powerful and wealthy; in real life I am chronically ill and there isn't much fun or achievement to be had,” writes one “Gamer”. “Game is more than just opiate, and much more than “just a game”. In a very real sense Game gives a “Gamer” an opportunity to feel free.”

Men and woman latch on to their computers, so engrossed in the online role-playing that they seemingly lose contact with real-life roles,work, friends and family, leaving ruined relationship in their wake.Sometimes a Gamer’s fantasy life overlaps into the real world. When someone starts bringing real-life emotions into a fantasy role-playing game or vice versa, it is no longer role-playing.

A 50+ years old Gamer I once knew said this to me “Playing a little game at time is good for the mind and soul, it have good calming effects and sharpen the mind. Work great in releasing stress too! But like all good things on earth, being extreme is bad. An hour in a game releases stress, but the next adds a whole new level of stress! “


After all these years….finally…..I QUIT~!! ^.^ V

V for vendetta

Ah~ Today evening is splendid indeed, what good ways to spent mother's day than a simple dining in a fine restaurant surrounded by elders from both side of families.

All of a suddenly, I got an urge to watch “V for Vendetta” think I gonna BT that movie again to watch~ perhaps all should do so, we might learn something from there.
Among the famous quote I like best are :-

Evey Hammond: Who are you?

V: Who? Who is but the form following the function of what and what I am is a man in a mask.

Evey Hammond: Well I can see that.

V: Of course you can. I'm not questioning your powers of observation I'm merely remarking upon the paradox of asking a masked man who he is.

Evey Hammond: Oh. Right.

V: But on this most auspicious of nights, permit me then, in lieu of the more commonplace sobriquet, to suggest the character of this dramatis persona.

"Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of Fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished, as the once vital voice of the verisimilitude now venerates what they once vilified.

However, this valorous visitation of a by-gone vexation, stands vivified, and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin vanguarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition.

The only verdict is vengeance; a vendetta, held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous. Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose vis-à-vis an introduction, and so it is my very good honor to meet you and you may call me V."

Darn~ this movie is sooo good! ^.^ V

The malaysian Sexiest Legislators

I tot i post this up.. this incident happens on Mother's Day eve



comment on Lim Kit Siang Blog -http://blog.limkitsiang.com/?p=222#more-222
my fave graphical political satire buddy blog - http://mob1900.blogspot.com/

look at comment said at 4:04 mins or >1.47 mins, Mahai~! Those fella supposed to be our country Lawmaker and Legislators.. an insult to all women, funny part is i've heard woman's voice in that meeting... guess no one heard that offensive remarks or they (the womans) play a deaf ears and not defend themself... shameful wor... >.+!

The Myth

Endless Love (Theme Song From The Myth)
Jacky Chan & Kim Hee Sun

[Romaji]

(Jackie)
Jie kai wo zui shen mi de deng dai
Xing xing zhui luo feng zai chui dong
Zhong yu zai jiang ni yong ru huai zhong
Liang ke xin chan dou
Release me from this mysterious waiting
The stars are falling; the wind is blowing.
Finally I can hold you in my arms.
Two hearts beating together.

Xiang xin wo bu bian de zhen xin
Quan nian deng dai you wo cheng nuo
Wu lun jing guo duo shao de han dong
Wo jue bu fang shuo
Believe me that my heart is never-changing
Waiting a thousand years. You have my promise
Despite many bitter winters,
I never let you go.

(Hee-Seon)
iye nae sonul japgo nunulkamayo
uri saranghetton nalto sengkaghepayo
uri nomu sarangheso apossonneyo
soro saranghandan malto mottansondayo
Close your eyes and tightly grab my hands.
Please recall the past - the days we were in love.
We loved each other too much,
It is sorrowful that we can't even say, "I love you."

(Jackie)
Mei yi ye bei xing tong chuan yue
Si nian yong mei you zhong dian
Zao xi guang le gu du xiang sui
Wo wei xiao mian dui
Every night my heart aches.
I never stop thinking of you.
I am used to being alone for such a long time
And I face it with a smile.

Xiang xin wo ni xuan ze deng dai
Zai duo ku tong ye bu shan duo
Zhi you ni de wen rou neng jie jiu
Wu bian de leng mo
Believe me, I choose to wait.
Even though it's painful, I won't leave.
Only your tenderness can save me from the endless cold.

(Hee-Seon)
Hisae nayeso nechago nunei kamayou
Nuri saram haeto nago same kaemayao
Nuri normu saram haeso happa saneyou
Sorou saram hadam mago moteso neyou
Close your eyes and tightly grab my hands.
Please recall the past - the days we were in love.
We loved each other too much,
It is sorrowful that we can't even say "I love you"

(Jackie & Hee-Seon)
Rang ai cheng wei ni wo xin zhong
Nei yong yuan sheng kai de hua
Chuan yue shi kong jue bu di tou
yong bu fang qi de meng
Let the love in our hearts be like a flower,
Blossoming through time forever
never bowing our heads,
And never give up on our dream.

(Hee-Seon)
Nuri normu saram haeso happa saneyou
Sorou saram hadam mago moteso neyou
We loved each other too much,
That is the source of our pain.
It is sorrowful that we can't even say "I love you"

(Jackie & Hee-Seon)
Rang ai cheng wei ni wo xin zhong
Nei yong yuan sheng kai de hua
Let the love in our hearts be like a flower,
Blossoming through time forever

(Hee-Seon)
Nuri sojoh haeto yaso yijito manayou
We never forget our promise.

(Jackie & Hee-Seon)
Wei you zhen ai zhui sui ni wo
Chuan yue wu jin shi kong
Only true love follows us as we pass through time.

(Hee-Seon)
Sorou saram hadam mago moteso neyou
We can't even say, "I love you."

(Jackie)
ai shi xin zhong wei yi bu bian mei li de shen hua
Like a beautiful myth,
The love in my heart will never fade

Yummies!

There's nothing quite satisfying than to indulged in insane craving in da middle of the night! haha! Bon' appetite!

P.S Wee Last Lembu Meal!

Everyone has a habit that once served them well but is now dragging them down. It might not be drink or drugs but it's a addiction nonetheless. Procastination is an addiction. So is being defensive or refusing to accept responsibility for one mistakes.

Today's Joke

Too tired to typed anything intellectual, it been a long day~ tot i post something for you all to think about :-

Three men were drinking at a bar -- a doctor, an attorney and a biker. As the doctor was drinking his white wine he said, "For her birthday, I'm going to buy my wife a fur coat and a diamond ring. This way, if she doesn't like the fur coat she will still love me because she got a diamond ring." As the attorney was drinking his martini he said, "For my wife's birthday, I'm going to buy her a designer dress and a gold bracelet. This way, if she doesn't like the dress she will still love me because she got the gold bracelet." As the biker was drinking his shots of whiskey he said, "I'm going to buy my wife a T-shirt and a vibrator. This way, if she doesn't like the T-shirt she can go fuck herself!"

now tell me~ what's the morale of the story? :D

An Eye For An Eye!

Matthew 5:39 and Luke 6:29 quote this “ If someone strike you on the right cheek, turn to him and offer the left one also". Shit! I can tell you straight that it’s ain't gonna happen brader~! That phrase is soo bloody wrong~ An Eye For An Eye is the game this earthly earth plays.

Today I received a phone call from a certain person begging me to withdraw my case. Haha~ mercy at my feet! Why the fuck did you choose to screw me over in the first place you arsehole! May you rot behind the bars~ fucker! * just my evil though * This certain person not only tried to ruined my life but also life of those working with me.

At last I have gained enough strength and power to pay back all the agony, suffering and hardship I went through. I come to my senses that this is a “Dog eat Dog” society and one must be cruel and harsh in making decision through conventional and unconventional ways, but somehow another side of me wanted a fair settlement, nothing more and nothing less. What you reap is what you sow~ peace~

Sonnet XVII

I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz,
or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.
I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,
in secret, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that never blooms
but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;
thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,
risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.
I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;
so I love you because I know no other way

that this: where I does not exist, nor you,
so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,
so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep.

-Pablo Neruda- (1904-1973)

I have always love this sonnet....

The Saturday

Today is probably one of those boring day with practically nothing to do. I started my day going to the library to returns some book and extend another, wanted to hangout in the library today to do some research on ‘Biz planning’ but couldn't as my car was park at the roadside, maybe some other day perhaps.

I wanted to watch ‘Labah-Labah Man 3 aka Spiderman 3 ‘ but I couldn’t find anyone to accompany me, the one person I could watch it with have already made plans to watch it at 11.45 pm tonight!! Knn~ never jio me! T.T they got it booked 3 days ago.. the respond of the movie must be overwhelming.. he said gonna call me at 2am after movie for tea later….

Anyway I begin filling my hours with watching anime and my weekly drama…I tried and did not played a single game today, which made it much worse!! * shit! time passes so darn slow when one pay attention to it.

Cheers mate! it's drinking day!

* I've revamped a little more on the blog today will be adding more features later...

Act of Laconism ?

Recently I went to Tun Hussein Onn National Eye Hospital (THONEH) to enquire on LASIK ops. Many years back I first went to THONEH with my old man to have a diagnostic done on my vision, instead we got it done in University Hospital due to funnies that happen that day.

We arrived early that day, as we entered THONEH , a Doctor stopped us in our pace and ask if we 1st timer here, OK~ I was observing from afar, looking through bulletins while my eccentric old man does all the talking, going to the receptionist counter.. bla~ bla~ bla~ *he loves that * Now here what happen~ after a brief talk suddenly he turns around and start leaving… WTF??

As I was pacing up with him *my old man walks very fast, usual for him * toward the car that was parked quite a distance. He sort off mumble to himself, deep in though.. Out of curiosity I ask him “ Pa! What happen? “, He didn't answer then stop for a moment and said “ wait ar.. I think I wanna go back and give that fella a piece of my mind”

So my old man doubled back and again meets the same doctor whom he chatted with earlier, this time I stick by closely to listen what was conversed

Old Man : Xcuse me ar doctor, I got a question wanna ask you~

Doctor : yes? *sounds lansi *

Old Man : I see ar out side written “Tun Hussein Onn National Eye Hospital” How come it’s not public ar since it's called "Tun Hussein Onn National Eye Hospital”??

Doctor : *in an arrogant scoff * National is like Panasonic, Sony etc etc ….*before he even finish the sentences *

Old Man : Harlow u never study ar? Those are brand names. Go check the dictionary for the word “National". It wrong to misguide the public!

With that my dad walk off.. Wahlao!!..So Fucking Cool!! If one see the doctor's expression.. It's priceless!!!

How much is enough? How little is not?

In any version of relationships between a individual to another individual are a lot of give & take… everyone knows that. The tricky part comes when you're no longer sure if you're taking too much or giving too little. Peace of mind and emotion is a fragile thing, and there are so many things that can upset it.

When a person gives their heart to another person, they become just about as vulnerable as a person can be. It’s tricky; peoples are so different. "Enough” for one person is “Too Much” for another. (Vice versa, & variations on that.) It's almost impossible to find two people who are so perfect for each other that each person’s need & wants are fulfilled completely by the other person in a natural way.

I guess the saying “It's Better To Be Cared Off Than To Care For” must have hold some truth in one instant of the moment. It must be cruel to have such though but isn't “Man are social beings, we crave with our own kind and not need others to accept us”. Out of generosity, general human kindness or whatever~ I've make sacrifices to cared about or go out my way to do something for people to make life easier on them, sometimes I felt like being taken advantages of - *perhaps because that person doesn't care about me as much I do about them or whatever the reason may be.. the hutang –hutang kinda feeling * .

Anyway I think the first step I can do is to pay more attention to MY needs and what makes ME happy and still maintain my motto of “To improve the qualities of life of peoples around me”
^(oo)^

Arrixon

I wokeup at 7.25 am today morning, did nothing instead i stayed on bed till 10, Got a sms from Soon Huei that he arrived at the train station *he's my ex accountant from the previous company, good man~. I picked him up and we go for some nice Bah Kut Teh again.. he seems to really enjoy the morning meal, awhile later my old man joined in, some brief discussion on the generals of politic and view on life. It makes me think that being a non bumiputra malaysian's malaysian does have it bad points and good.

3:00pm Just sent him to the train staion after some loafing around in my house. I went to a watch shop nearby to pickup my Arrixon, london automatic watch that I've sent last week for repair. The glass broke for no reason last year; I was walking around when I heard a "Praaak!... after many months sitting in the corner collecting dust I finally sent it for repairs. Now it back in it's pristine condition... how beautiful and elegant!

*BTW during loafing with Soon Huei , I have updated the skin of my blog with a Shoubox function *learn another kewl stuff in blogging.. so please people~ give some comment or something~

The Rest Day of No Reasons

Today is supposed to be a public holiday Worker's Day cum Wesak Day. Just am I about to go out for b'fast, I'm shocked to see a going to be flat tyre at my beloved.. fark! hates it when it happen! while inspecting for source of leak i discover a shiny glint in between the thread, crap!! need repair fast else i gonna 'patah kaki' at home lo!

I grab my keys and start driving round town looking for tyres shop for repair, being a public holiday most shop are not opened..my 1st spot was a shop nearby my house.. *deng! Closed!
well I continue driving along hoping there might be some shop open. Just then i caught a tyre shop open! Quickly I i drive in to get it repaired. (pic above is the nut with thread 1 inch long that got embedded on to my tyre)

Out of curiosity I ask the owner “Uncle wa si bey happy to see u, why today got open shop geh?” his reply was brief but meaningful “The people doing longkang beside, while wait for them I tot I just open shop earn a few more bucks”

Wow~ hardworking wor.. sort of give me the drive that we all should always be hardworking and at every opportunity must seize the chance!

3pm God~ I’m bored! Surfing through YouTube Yesterday-Beatles, sung by Paul McCartney. Splendid song indeed! Things were much simpler then ;-)

9:50pm Nothing much to do, TV is boring.. though I surf a bit, I came across a bulletin written by my old schoolmate, He suggested that we organize a reunion in the coming year or so. During my early school days I joined 2 group of peoples , those intellectual group and those studies so so but hardworking group (I join this group more since I hate books!). Since I happen to be in a ala intellectual class.. naturally I have to mix with them for most of them I know them since primary though never too close for some reasons.

I've never really keep contact with most of my school mates after school days; just the usual few who lives nearby. Occasionally I bumped into them, exchange a few Hie! , Bye! and What's Up?. In fact it only early last month that I begins to hunt for all these intellectual group through Friendster

Boy am I shocked to see those ulat buku actually ada main Friendster~ and most of them seems very successful with good career, living abroad and some held double degrees and even soon coming PhD!. How envious of me.. kinda regret last time never study very very hard. Looking through their photo abroad reminds me of the chance I never grab then!

I'm 100% sure if during reunion, they would have ask how’s everyone.. any great achievement? Did what? Where have you been? Graduate which from which University?
Where the best place in UK , US , Aus and NZ? My answer would probably be very simple.. nothing lo, just living in Klang, didn't even got a degree; just a crummy Advanced Diploma from a college than gone bust. Haha.. seriously I’m miniscule compared to them lol! Aih~ life so cruel hor?

The Tank and The Girl

I woke up at 3:45 am .. though I can't sleep but I continue to rest in the darkness of my room thinking bout a very peculiar dream I had that woken me up..I dreamt of a girl in with long dark hair running along a long stretch of road leading to a compound with many dividers and mini roads within a chain linked fence .. ahead I saw a warehouse structure like building, it seem the girl is running toward the warehouse but can't seem to reach it for some reasons, the never ending roads have some sort of curves and curbs along the way for forcing her to u-turn.

Somehow I felt like I'm in a Tank(a feeling of overprotective, shelled and hard) driving along aimlessly ...am I looking for something or why am I driving this situation? or was I looking through the the girl views? It only at that very moment when I tried to reason logic, I woken up wide alert.. *before I sleep earlier I played 1 game of Gem TD Maze.. must have carried the effect into the dream.. shiet! it’s nearly 4:30 am , I really got to get some sleep~ hopefully I can sleep after this~

footnote: last night I woke up around 4.50am too dreaming of something I couldn't remember, but I felt fast asleep after that~ hope they are not related or something >.< weird dreams

The Human Nature

Someone once quoted this “The World Is Like A Stage Play, We Are All Actors And Actresses In It” There's neither script nor directors for guidance. One wears a daily mask across time, places, moods, and situations with development of the "Real Self" and the "Ideal Self".

The "Real Self" is how one really are with regards to personality, values, and morals; but the "Ideal Self" is a constructed you applied to yourself to conform to social and personal norms and goals. So what are one’s stands for this moment of time?

Friends mentioned that my thinking very 'saiko'~ really ma? or was it they use less brain for deeper thought.. I think I suffered from a "Castor and Pollux Complexity".

Today music will be in C:\WINDOWS\system32\oobe\images\title.wma *thanks dude! it rokz!