Sad Fortuity

This week couldn’t be possibly much worse~. For start.. I lose my car key and couldn’t seems to find it anywhere, I’m seriously considering if I should have all the car lock changed or just get a spare key replacement.

I’ve started on eastern meds course this week.. Yes! I have been ill, should I not take heed now, one could very well sees my name etched in some tombstone 5 yrs from now.. Wonder if anyone would misses me then?

Currently having this excruciating leg cramping bouts of gout attacks.. it could be the meds side effect….

特別的愛給特別的妳

沒有承諾　卻被你抓得更緊
沒有了你　我的世界雨下個不停
我付出一生的時間　想要忘記你
但是回憶　回憶　回憶
從我心裡　跳出來　擁抱你

特別的愛　給特別的你
我的寂寞　逃不過你的眼睛
特別的愛　給特別的你
你讓我越來越不相信自己

我還聽見　你的聲音
輕輕縈繞著我的心
我還不能　接受分離
就是永遠不能在一起

Tua Setahun Lagi~

now that I am older~ I am ever determined to be cheerful and happy, in whatever situation I may be; for I have also learned from experience that the greater part of our happiness or misery depends upon our dispositions, and not upon our circumstances. (•̪●)

Altruism

"deliberate pursuit of the interests welfare of others"

Woo.. I'm ashamed that it’s been so long since I punch in here.. so much been happening that I just do not know where to begin…

Anyway a important note in my life.. apparently I was asked “u still waiting for my reply?” it took me a full 2 minutes to answer that….am I hesitating?

My answer was “Well.. it's pass due right? ”

2 year and 5 days isn’t really a long time, but many things has changed since then........I’m forever in your gratitude...

Runaway~

Am so sorry....

April's Fool

My heart seems to beat a little faster these days
Maybe it’s the thought of life changing unexpectedly

I’ve heard so many tales of untold stories
But now you're gone.. a chance we never had

I dreamt of joy and warmth
You are our sorrow and our joy. There's love in every tear.

Answers to questions, questions to ponder,
Limited only by what we initially thought were right.

There were no tears in my eyes
But a pain in my heart….of an emptiness in my soul

Just know my love goes deep and strong, I’ll forget you never.
The chance we had, but never had, and yet will have forever.

ROOT

Wow.. almost 25 days of non posting. I should be better than this.. totally ashamed.
Ching Ming is just around the corner, over the years we asian especially the Chinese community will clean and pray for our long gone and dead ancestor cemetery. An event to commemorate and honor to their forefathers

Since young I find it puzzling to pray to a headstone of my grandfather and other relatives that I’ve not seen; they passed on a long time ago. It is always my wishes to track my lineage. All I know was that my grandfather came to then Malaya to escape the war. There’s a few version that I’ve heard from the elders which I’m unsure of.

Questions like ‘Who am I?’ ‘Where do we come from?’ ‘How many generation/clan members we have?’ always runs through my mind. Apparently there’s a clan book that trace my entire ancestor back to 22 generations!! *if say an average person were to get married at age of 20+ that makes it almost 400+ years*, but the book is lost over the years. A few years back I sort of asked around my relatives if they know who stills have a copy of book. No one in the families in Malaysia has it, I believes half if not all my younger generation has not seen it.

I’ve managed to trace the book through a relative in Singapore; due to health reason He wasn’t well to travel to Malaysia until last week to give me a copy. I’m overjoyed that finally that my curiosity over the years is going to be answered, but now I have a huge problem… I CAN’T BLOODY READ CHINESE!!!

I’ve heard wonderful tales when I was kid that a lot of my ancestors are scholars and some were prime ministers in the olden days. The best deciphers I gotten today is that all previous generation middle name is based on a poem.*my current generation do not practice middle name anymore* I only got the half the poem from the 13th generation onwards.. the 1st part is missing…

Of manipulation and exploitation

"Writing gives you the illusion of control, and then you realize it's just an illusion, that people are going to bring their own stuff into it." - David Sedaris

Having read and understand that. ~ Tonight I have overheard the wildest accusation yet. Apparently someone been keeping tab on what I wrote and accused me of corrupting images and reputation through blogs.

http://voxgemini.blogspot.com/2007/04/foreword.html - clearly states my claims.

There 2 thing I would never do: - Manipulation and Exploitation.
Manipulating is cruel and exploitation is downright ugly.
Seems anyone can come and go from this website without comment most of the time. It makes me wonder: are we so insulated/isolated we cannot share an idea?

A letter to Douche and Scum Bag

I wanted to dispute the reality and facts.

Malaysia Employment Act 1955
I.) “Contract of Service (10.1)” clearly state a written contract of employment must be given to every employee where the employment period exceeds 1 month. The contract must include particulars of the terms and conditions of employment and notice period required to terminate it.”
A contract of employment shall contain particulars of:
o the names of employer and employee
o the date when the employment began
o the place of work or an indication of that and of the address of the employer
o the title of the job which the employee is employed to do or a brief description of the work for which a person is employed
o the commencement salary and where applicable other allowances and bonus
o any terms and conditions relating to :
 probation period
 hours of work
 entitlement to holidays, including public holidays
 overtime pay and leave in lieu
 incapacity for work due to sickness or injury, including any provision for sick pay and medical bills
 EPF and SOCSO schemes


Due to the sensitivity of a certain illiterate person, I had this post omitted and removed

5th edit~

Sufferings and Oppositions

I’ve been slacking off a lot lately in updating blog. Not that I didn’t wanted to but couldn’t find the right time to sit down quietly and my photo cable is in the offices. Though I did load some pics on the laptop in office but I didn’t quite have the time to write.

Anyway.. FEBRUARY SUCKS! *literally speaking ~ Ahaks.. ok so here what been going on.. I’m broke~ purchased the SPYDER RS and accessories cost me a bomb. Lady luck been kind to me this CNY~ I don’t gamble so like usual I would donate through investment through CNY, but this year didn’t do so.. I tagged along friends to genting.. and viola….I got a good 30 fold returns ^.^ V

It almost month ends..I’m eating dust with no sales..* sad..panic..sad..panic..damm.. * hopefully tomorrow the lady confirm an order with me. The only thing confirm is next month volume..

Ok.. My higher management are a bunch of retard, douche bags and scumbag. Why??
Let see.. I have an ‘extension of probabtion’ letter *yerp.. I spell it the way it written!!*
Due to these unsatisfactory reasons.
Reason No 1: 7 days U/L *omg!*
Reason No 2: 8 days ½ U/L *Damm..I’m good!*
Reason No 3: 61 days late *Woahh!!! Il suffit de voir les chiffres!!
Reason No 4: Attire~ Almost- (mostly after lunch) wearing slipper to Office. This disregard of the Company reputation, image and safety of the factory *I almost blurt out my morning breakfast from laughing too hard*

I’m so fucking hates all these Machiavellianism Assholes! - any means (however unscrupulous) can be used by an Arse in order to create and maintain Arsetistic autocratic government. Question now is.. Am I Gonna Do Anything or Say Something About This??

I attend a major PKR dinner in PJ today.. interesting.