Last night party was OK I guess. Mum and sis went to Dubai for holidays a few days ago thus leaving dad and I home alone till New Year. Initially I tot of doing nothing but decided to cook up a small party for my friends. The night ended quite early because someone had to go home early and other have work the next day. I’m tired as hell too..felt like boozing to oblivion but refrain myself.
“Happy Merry Christmas and Happy Birthday Sis”
I’ve spent my whole day lazing around; didn’t call anyone. A part of me feels like going out; another part of me is just too lazy to entertain people. The house sure is quiet with no one at home.
I kept asking myself lately; Am I Happy? Are things less complicated nowadays? Why do I always felt heaviness in the heart when I have everything turning better?
we all have our own idiosyncrasy…..
Thursday 25 December 2008
Wednesday 17 December 2008
Senile~
*Overheard Conversation~
A: Question of the day: What ever circumstances you must not say the word SEVEN!It’s forbidden!
B: Ok….~
A: What’s One plus One?
B: TWO~
A: Good! Now tell me what’s TWO plus TWO?
B: FOUR~
A: Great! What’s FOUR plus FOUR then??
B: EIGHT!
A: Excellent! Now you just say the forbidden EIGHT!!
B: No~ I did not!! You say it was SEVEN!!
A: Gotcha~
B: …………… =.=!!
A: Question of the day: What ever circumstances you must not say the word SEVEN!It’s forbidden!
B: Ok….~
A: What’s One plus One?
B: TWO~
A: Good! Now tell me what’s TWO plus TWO?
B: FOUR~
A: Great! What’s FOUR plus FOUR then??
B: EIGHT!
A: Excellent! Now you just say the forbidden EIGHT!!
B: No~ I did not!! You say it was SEVEN!!
A: Gotcha~
B: …………… =.=!!
Wednesday 10 December 2008
Tuesday 2 December 2008
A breakthrough!!
Today I’m really happy.. cuz finally…after a month of doing ‘Sales’ I’ve got a breakthrough!!!
It’s really a bad time nowadays to do business dues to economic downturns and it going to get worse. Especially in the printing industry... where it’s more like a supporting a supporting industry, we catch and tag on manufacturer thriving business.
It’s a cruel industry where everyone undercuts everyone and you need serious contact; know this of this and that of that to even penetrate the stiff market, else one could easily find himself standing at the guardhouse. Since I’m so new and I do not know anyone, I usually started off from the guardhouse, worked myself up to the reception and if I get lucky I get to meet someone in the purchasing department.
For me.. I think *most of the people I know and met says that to me* I’ll be having the hardest time coming in this industry, but at the same time a good period of time to really learn given the chance, of which till today I’m still learning in this selfish environment.
At last today I’m given an opportunity to perform.. a P.O worth RM840…..from a 500k commission quota…. Hahahahaha…..amusing.. aihz.. last…I broken the curse!
It’s really a bad time nowadays to do business dues to economic downturns and it going to get worse. Especially in the printing industry... where it’s more like a supporting a supporting industry, we catch and tag on manufacturer thriving business.
It’s a cruel industry where everyone undercuts everyone and you need serious contact; know this of this and that of that to even penetrate the stiff market, else one could easily find himself standing at the guardhouse. Since I’m so new and I do not know anyone, I usually started off from the guardhouse, worked myself up to the reception and if I get lucky I get to meet someone in the purchasing department.
For me.. I think *most of the people I know and met says that to me* I’ll be having the hardest time coming in this industry, but at the same time a good period of time to really learn given the chance, of which till today I’m still learning in this selfish environment.
At last today I’m given an opportunity to perform.. a P.O worth RM840…..from a 500k commission quota…. Hahahahaha…..amusing.. aihz.. last…I broken the curse!
Monday 1 December 2008
'Buaya' The continuation.
This couldn’t be done sooner.. cuz.. I don’t have the opportunity and am too lazy until someone “hey continue ur story leh..............” me to write what has transpired this few days.
Now I know why people always say guys backside itchy… but I did with a sincere honest intention to hooky my friend *nope that half the truth…actually am damm curious as hell* :x It goes like this (SMS).:-
28 Nov, 6.59pm
A) Miss XxX, sorry for the interruption by my old man today. Have a nice evening
B) Soli 4 late reply.. Jus finish my tuition class. It ok. Actually nice to meet u n ur daddy. Have a nice day!
*under normal circumstances the A message is sufficient.. but noo.. the sense of curiosity got the better of me..
A) Hehe~ Tuition 0.o?! Eh erm u’re a teacher or a student? Cool, maybe next time can yum cha at Starbuck in KP, support my friend abit, my treat =) , G 9
B) I am a part time teacher ya…
*Uh waa… now I feel like enrolling for tuition… just kidding.. :x
A) Ooh…Wow….hardworking girl! Well it’s dinner time now, nice smsing you. Talk to u next time. Errr we’re friend now right? =)
B) Bcos I liked teaching ya.. Enjoy ur dinner with ur famili ya.. =) Nice to meet u n help me sent regrd 2 ur daddy.
*See.. I’m a straight guy also.. can actually text and chat with cabor wan… if I want la ofcourse.. -.=!
29th Nov, 7.50pm (Starbuck with Mike..) wanted to go to dinner…
A) hi, busy?
B) Nolah.. Watching tv. How bout u? Takin dinner ya?
*Try so hard to hook mike…Duwan call afraid meet Godzilla ar?? :x
A )Now this is the problem, at Starbuck with the manager, my friend. We’re wondering what’s for dinner, you eaten? Erm you don’t mind I give you a call perhaps?
B) Yup.. Me just ate. =)
*It’s the sign!! Ask mike to call, we debated so long.. and laugh so hard that people might think we’re loony or something -.< this coming 28th December there will be a Cofffee tasting Experience instore.. you need participants -> there’s your good excuse to
A) well..just wondering if u wish to accompany us for dinner/tea, called you also no pickup de.. * Ya.. I call… *
B ) xSiNx, really apologize jus now can’t able 2 answer ur call, one of my student parent called me just now… regrd d dinner, I think I can’t make it ya bcos 2nit I dun have transport, May b nex time ya, I treat u ya! =) Enjoy your dinner with ur friend!
*if I continue to call.. I 200% sure kena… but then better not.. it like only 6 sms nia..self restriction imposed! :x
A) It’s cool.. next time it is then. My friend is kinda interested bout my dad conversation with u actually.. hahahahah.. have a nice evening ya. =)
B )Really?? Hee..heee.. nex month UOB will have Christmas event. If u free, u n ur daddy r welcome 2 join the event!
*woo.. I put my friend on table.. u also put my dad on table.. ada bahaya ni.. anyway I left a contact at SB’s guest list.. mike better call her :x
The evening sms ends with :-
B) 3 wishes for u b4 I sleep 2 9..
*skip 3 sms line*
Good nitez *star blink blink emotiko*
*skip 3 sms line lagi*
Sweet dreamz *more star blink blink emotiko*
*skip 3 sms line lagi lagi* tired de need scroll so much~
Sleep tight *It’s more star blinks~*
Woo… ok… enuff edi to settle people’s curiosity thirst.
Saturday 29 November 2008
What a Setup!
8am: the alarm went off..*fark.. can’t get used to the new tone.. I’VE got to get back the “Lonely in Gorgeous”* snooze mode it.. 9 min of peace and peace and peace…..zzz
*distance ringing from an unknown number* Tiu!! Why so early 0.o! ok who is calling me wor??
Me : yea? *this couldn’t be good new~ *
Dad : Son….I’m in a big trouble….I’m soo hi…
Me : ?!!? *it was raining cows and elephant yesterday, got home round 3am..Dad is still not back then* Okay.. what happen and where are you??
Dad : last night I had a little to much to drink and I slept in the car by the road side, woke up this morning… my wallet , handset and car key are missing…bla bla bla *unclear direction of where he is, he is stuck in middle of the town actually* could you please bring the spare key and come meet me here.
Me :*wahlaoeh* harrr?? Ok la.. *Go on to tiu him..Karma man! It’s Karma~, but kinda relieve that Dad is OK!* I come now.. *knn there goes my 'Just In Time' for work*
WTF CIBAI! KLANG IS SOOO FOOK nowadays with ongoing construction of flyover..and the heavy downpour last night isn’t making it easier, what used to be a 5 min drives is taking over 40min!
So there I was driving toward my old man.. Wahkaoz~! Dad is standing smiling
happily with a huge bottle of Beer waving at me..siao liao la this fella kana rob and losses everything and still got mood to drink~ kanina..
Anyone wish to guess what are the first words when he greeted me?
Dad :Son..I’m hungry, let go someplace to eat first can ar?
*kanasai…zzzzz* we had Bah Kut Teh. Dad relays his ordeal of what happen last night,
how he had a good time drinking 21yrs old Royal Salute~. The Bah Kut Teh session is so good that before I knew it.. it’s time for a 2nd large bottle of beer~
We went home after meal to cancel all banking cards and get ready to replaces whatever that has been stolen. *So much for Punching Card On time !!* Dad sneak a bottle of brandy along the way. I thought he is like going to drink in some kopitiam after we done with important matters.
As I parked my car, Dad reaches out for my half finish mineral bottle and asked “I’m thirsty..drinkable gar?” before I could proper answer… he open the bottle of brandy and and start filling in the other half of the mineral bottle… Wahlao!! Chinese Tea!!! Wtf~
Of which he happily sipped the whole time in the police station, the transport dept, the phone provider and the bank. Just to end the day, Dad buaya the nice officer girl while waiting for his replacement card and loss report :-
Dad : Miss, this is my son~ he is 2x yrs old and he doesn’t have a gf~ and I think you’re much younger right?*sweat~*
Officer : Uh ur *I think she blush and nodded*
“wahlao damm siasui la.. Dad go on to QnA’s the poor girl. I heard enough and went out for a puff and come back after”
Dad : So miss..you’re from penang and you’re not a local here. Good! My son can show you around, it’s good that young people like you both can mingle around~ Why don’t you give my son a name card so he can call you sometimes…
*Siao liao lo.. 0.o! How many of us actually have our Dad picking up girl right in front our eyes and for us?? I swore that the girl is like so kena tangkap wey… She actually did as told, I’m too speechless to say anything and obligingly took the card and kept it in my wallet.
Dad :Son… why don’t you too give her you name card so she can remember you by. Thank you Miss ar, if I said anything wrong today please blame it on the liquor.
Apparently Dad told her of the mineral bottle content. *Dad have the tendencies to put people in such a difficult situation.. sweat~ sweat~* As we heads toward the car…
Dad :See it’s so easy to pickup girl… I think girl suit you la, fit your size..
*cibai.. wanna say me fat say la.. kanina~ go such a big round to kena me.. -.+!!
*distance ringing from an unknown number* Tiu!! Why so early 0.o! ok who is calling me wor??
Me : yea? *this couldn’t be good new~ *
Dad : Son….I’m in a big trouble….I’m soo hi…
Me : ?!!? *it was raining cows and elephant yesterday, got home round 3am..Dad is still not back then* Okay.. what happen and where are you??
Dad : last night I had a little to much to drink and I slept in the car by the road side, woke up this morning… my wallet , handset and car key are missing…bla bla bla *unclear direction of where he is, he is stuck in middle of the town actually* could you please bring the spare key and come meet me here.
Me :*wahlaoeh* harrr?? Ok la.. *Go on to tiu him..Karma man! It’s Karma~, but kinda relieve that Dad is OK!* I come now.. *knn there goes my 'Just In Time' for work*
WTF CIBAI! KLANG IS SOOO FOOK nowadays with ongoing construction of flyover..and the heavy downpour last night isn’t making it easier, what used to be a 5 min drives is taking over 40min!
So there I was driving toward my old man.. Wahkaoz~! Dad is standing smiling
happily with a huge bottle of Beer waving at me..siao liao la this fella kana rob and losses everything and still got mood to drink~ kanina..
Anyone wish to guess what are the first words when he greeted me?
Dad :Son..I’m hungry, let go someplace to eat first can ar?
*kanasai…zzzzz* we had Bah Kut Teh. Dad relays his ordeal of what happen last night,
how he had a good time drinking 21yrs old Royal Salute~. The Bah Kut Teh session is so good that before I knew it.. it’s time for a 2nd large bottle of beer~
We went home after meal to cancel all banking cards and get ready to replaces whatever that has been stolen. *So much for Punching Card On time !!* Dad sneak a bottle of brandy along the way. I thought he is like going to drink in some kopitiam after we done with important matters.
As I parked my car, Dad reaches out for my half finish mineral bottle and asked “I’m thirsty..drinkable gar?” before I could proper answer… he open the bottle of brandy and and start filling in the other half of the mineral bottle… Wahlao!! Chinese Tea!!! Wtf~
Of which he happily sipped the whole time in the police station, the transport dept, the phone provider and the bank. Just to end the day, Dad buaya the nice officer girl while waiting for his replacement card and loss report :-
Dad : Miss, this is my son~ he is 2x yrs old and he doesn’t have a gf~ and I think you’re much younger right?*sweat~*
Officer : Uh ur *I think she blush and nodded*
“wahlao damm siasui la.. Dad go on to QnA’s the poor girl. I heard enough and went out for a puff and come back after”
Dad : So miss..you’re from penang and you’re not a local here. Good! My son can show you around, it’s good that young people like you both can mingle around~ Why don’t you give my son a name card so he can call you sometimes…
*Siao liao lo.. 0.o! How many of us actually have our Dad picking up girl right in front our eyes and for us?? I swore that the girl is like so kena tangkap wey… She actually did as told, I’m too speechless to say anything and obligingly took the card and kept it in my wallet.
Dad :Son… why don’t you too give her you name card so she can remember you by. Thank you Miss ar, if I said anything wrong today please blame it on the liquor.
Apparently Dad told her of the mineral bottle content. *Dad have the tendencies to put people in such a difficult situation.. sweat~ sweat~* As we heads toward the car…
Dad :See it’s so easy to pickup girl… I think girl suit you la, fit your size..
*cibai.. wanna say me fat say la.. kanina~ go such a big round to kena me.. -.+!!
Friday 28 November 2008
我比誰都清楚-陳曉東
拼拼湊湊 愛的故事
簡簡短短 你的心事
我不在你身邊的日子
是什麼讓你改變堅持
讓人心疼 你的樣子
吞吞吐吐 欲言又止
如果有那麼難以啟齒
我不問 你又何必掩飾
你過的好辛苦
我比誰都清楚
感情路沒有勉強的幸福
一開始就給的糊裡糊塗
想回頭郤又不知如何結束
你裝作很滿足
我比誰都清楚
你的笑 隱約透露著孤獨
快樂背後 深深藏著痛楚
堅強的面對然後偷偷的哭
偷偷的哭
a long rainy night.. couldn't bring myself to say it out, another time perhaps~
Wednesday 26 November 2008
Touché!
"To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love. But then one suffers from not loving. Therefore to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer. To suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love. To be happy then is to suffer. But suffering makes one unhappy. Therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or love to suffer, or suffer from too much happiness. I hope you're getting this down." - Woody Allen
Lately so many crazy personal issues cropping up, find it even difficult to describe such situation. Then there so many opinions from everyone, good and bad which reminds me of zewt’s reader comment.
“Opinions are like assholes - everybody has one and it's usually full of shit.”
"...you were my heart's desire before you were known to me. I beheld your features with my soul ere I saw them with my eyes; rumors, that told me of you, were the first to deal my wound." – Ouch!!
But when I decide to run all those opinion through and through…it becomes a cognitive dissonance, caught in an Eros vs. Caritas ways..
"If Love's a Sweet Passion, why does it torment?
If a Bitter, oh tell me whence comes my content?
Since I suffer with pleasure, why should I complain,
Or grieve at my Fate, when I know 'tis in vain?
Yet so pleasing the Pain is, so soft is the Dart,
That at once it both wounds me, and Tickles my Heart."
-Henry Purcell
Monday 17 November 2008
月亮之上
I gazed into the distance beyond the bright moon,
How many dreams are still freely flying around?
Forget the past and seal the sorrow.
Let’s us meet again on the eternal road.
Life is fated despite the surging ebb tides
As long as you’re there it’s a paradise.
Who is there calling?
With such a deep feeling?
Felt my yearning akin a drifting white cloud
See the grazing horses in the east,
And the herding sheep in the west.
The burning love songs echo’s till dawn.
Throughout the ups and downs of life,
Who will be at your side?
With your gentle gaze brightening the solemn night.
Saturday 15 November 2008
skeleton in the closet
Lately I’m not sure what am I doing… things are just moving so fast that at time I felt scared, simply because all the good thing that happen to me before doesn’t last long. There’s so many thing I wish to know and ask but I’m always afraid fearing for the unknown. Most of the time situation doesn’t permit to do so either.
Although as happy as I am now.. but always…always.. behind the back of my mind…. I felt like a skeleton in the closet.
Although as happy as I am now.. but always…always.. behind the back of my mind…. I felt like a skeleton in the closet.
Tuesday 11 November 2008
最近比較煩~ (•̪●)
I do not know how I started this but lately I landed in a serious situation that I have absolute no control or an answer to it….lose my head~
“I slept and dreamt,
That life was joy.
I woke and saw,
That life was duty”
I’ve always think that if we run too fast, climb to high naturally if we’re to stumble and fall.. the damages too is unbearable. Perhaps I merely seek a sign of assurance and understanding from all the jive lately.
“I slept and dreamt,
That life was joy.
I woke and saw,
That life was duty”
I’ve always think that if we run too fast, climb to high naturally if we’re to stumble and fall.. the damages too is unbearable. Perhaps I merely seek a sign of assurance and understanding from all the jive lately.
Saturday 8 November 2008
Office Boredom!
Here I am sitting alone in da office figuring what I should do after 1pm…. Then it suddenly hits me.. after 3months+ of working a FULL SATURDAY EACH WEEK!!
How the hell a salesman supposed to find sales on Saturday afternoon when majority if not all purchasing dept finishes work at 1pm??? Alahai.. diuz…
How the hell a salesman supposed to find sales on Saturday afternoon when majority if not all purchasing dept finishes work at 1pm??? Alahai.. diuz…
Friday 7 November 2008
Gao Gao Lat Dao Jing~
I just do not know where to begin….haiz~ haiz~
kinda remind me of the selfless and selfish concept
Did it just happen or I just allows it to happen.. adoi so pening now..
P.S I got Kidnap!! and I'm a happy hostage! =)
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Economy is so slow lately….what a really bad time to be doing sales..though it is infact the best time to learn >.o!
kinda remind me of the selfless and selfish concept
Did it just happen or I just allows it to happen.. adoi so pening now..
P.S I got Kidnap!! and I'm a happy hostage! =)
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Economy is so slow lately….what a really bad time to be doing sales..though it is infact the best time to learn >.o!
Wednesday 29 October 2008
Cousin Bonding
What a hot day.. aiyaiyai~.. the air conditioner decided to take 5 again... come to think of it.. this unit is almost 8 year o.0? It’s been fairly interesting month, wanted to blog over a lot of issues really but the inspiration to write miraculously disappears when I start typing in the middle of the night.
Since a month ago, I started to like ‘cousin bonding’ *if such a word exist* . I dunno.. over the year I rarely keep in touch with all my cousins… the only time I get to see them is during CNY and other family occasion. Over the years I felt like I losing touch with my cousins.. most of the time.. I’m just there for courtesy, respect and the foods; small talk is not my forte…
So I try to catch up on what I’ve been missing for the longest time now… meeting them and ‘facebook’ is a good place to starts~ *since it come into existence, I never bother toying with it until recently*. It started off with 1 cousin and wahpiang.. now everyone who is ‘IT savvy’ is in... and latest trend….random posting of everyone’s ‘zaman kanak kanak riang’ – I truly surprised that I don’t even recall any of the moments in all the photo posted; I rarely took photo of myself and never kept any photo of myself either.
I just discover this a week ago.. finally got it done today.. sheesh 0.o!
This is the 2nd time now…..I bought my car on MAY…. and it stretch to…. Hahahahaha.. Lucky that I didn’t have any bad moment with law during the free illegal months on road… tiu mou??
Since a month ago, I started to like ‘cousin bonding’ *if such a word exist* . I dunno.. over the year I rarely keep in touch with all my cousins… the only time I get to see them is during CNY and other family occasion. Over the years I felt like I losing touch with my cousins.. most of the time.. I’m just there for courtesy, respect and the foods; small talk is not my forte…
So I try to catch up on what I’ve been missing for the longest time now… meeting them and ‘facebook’ is a good place to starts~ *since it come into existence, I never bother toying with it until recently*. It started off with 1 cousin and wahpiang.. now everyone who is ‘IT savvy’ is in... and latest trend….random posting of everyone’s ‘zaman kanak kanak riang’ – I truly surprised that I don’t even recall any of the moments in all the photo posted; I rarely took photo of myself and never kept any photo of myself either.
I just discover this a week ago.. finally got it done today.. sheesh 0.o!
This is the 2nd time now…..I bought my car on MAY…. and it stretch to…. Hahahahaha.. Lucky that I didn’t have any bad moment with law during the free illegal months on road… tiu mou??
Thursday 23 October 2008
No Encore~
Lately I’ve been doing a lot of silent thinking which include pacing around the street with a cigarette in the middle of the night. As positive as I am facing the daily struggle of the world, towards anyone or people in general; every moment I spent when I’m alone are… alone. There hasn’t been anyone to shares my deepest thought and views; I’ve only myself to talked too..
Everyday is the same, I listens and observed people’s ordeal akin watching an orchestra, a drama bursting in to life. The funny thing is.. most of the time I’m just there… if the world is a stage then I’m merely an audience watching a play after play unfolds.
Everyday is the same, I listens and observed people’s ordeal akin watching an orchestra, a drama bursting in to life. The funny thing is.. most of the time I’m just there… if the world is a stage then I’m merely an audience watching a play after play unfolds.
Saturday 18 October 2008
Travail~ travail~ = ....?
Today marked an important day as a printing salesman. It was my 1st attempt, along the way I got lost *shitz~ faulty memory* , I visualized and practice on my speech.
It’s common failing at 1st attempt but I guess ladyluck been good to me lately. Not only was I entertained but I was given 4 sample jobs to be quoted!!
My 3 months of crashing inside the factory understanding and arranging factory management paid off~. I was really happy though even it was just a quote; it doesn’t matter if I get the business or not but am happy because people are willing to spent a moment and gives me the chance on 1st try. =)
Now let hope those calculative blokes won’t botched this opportunity~. Guess the next phase is to learn how to calculate costing; assuming people are willing to teach. I’ve been studying the system; I guess it not hard to complies and write a programming to suit my work.
ma cherie, je voudrais vous êtes ici pour partager ce moment avec ...
It’s common failing at 1st attempt but I guess ladyluck been good to me lately. Not only was I entertained but I was given 4 sample jobs to be quoted!!
My 3 months of crashing inside the factory understanding and arranging factory management paid off~. I was really happy though even it was just a quote; it doesn’t matter if I get the business or not but am happy because people are willing to spent a moment and gives me the chance on 1st try. =)
Now let hope those calculative blokes won’t botched this opportunity~. Guess the next phase is to learn how to calculate costing; assuming people are willing to teach. I’ve been studying the system; I guess it not hard to complies and write a programming to suit my work.
ma cherie, je voudrais vous êtes ici pour partager ce moment avec ...
Wednesday 15 October 2008
Another phase of life~
FRIM KEPONG
Ah.. finally after all the difficulties.. congratulation my friend!.. live a good married life.
Monday 13 October 2008
Aimless~
I thought I’ll see this day,
I thought I’ll feel this way,
I’m left with emptiness
Akin a glass of water
That is neither half filled
Nor half full.
If love is a universal emotion, the goal that we all seek, the prize that can make our lives complete and whole; it is both timeless and in too many instances, transient~. Then the pain it often causes is equally universal…
Wednesday 1 October 2008
Hari Raya 2008
Every year during Raya without fail, I would have a feast of good ole beef, lamb curry rendang served with best basmati rice cooked by my staff in the Factory. Just yesterday I was wondering what to do for this holiday or would anyone called me. Apparently someone still remember me.. it felt really good to see my old staff still surviving despite under such dire circumstances. A little life too has brought happiness to their struggling life..a day and a year old exactly today.
It has been a year and 2 month + now since I been inside… As I stepped in, am not sure if I should be happy or sad at the state of the Factory. It’s been vacant for so long, quiet with overgrown grass and scrubs. I always called this place a forest of green vegetation. It wasn’t too different from what it was now when I was small.. my gramp's land, with ponds and well, growing vegetables and fruit trees.
Today it just a vacant land with empty structure…..
Tuesday 23 September 2008
2 week hiatus
Hmm.. been like 2 week didn’t update.. not that I didn’t want to but there isn’t anything worth mentioning or maybe I wish not. Except for Sunday, rest of the days are spent working in FULL.. damm.. no life.. wouldn’t want to blog about working environment, just afraid one day in future I read back to this day.. all working stuff how dull..
Maybe a lil on working class people, apparently most people are hard to please but I try hard to get along and mingle with those bloke.. positive result so far; people are opening up. Often people say “You are Taukey Kia, people automatically will ‘keng you sha hun’ *give you face* “ which is true to a certain degree but if one being an asshole, I’m 100% sure people wouldn’t give a rat ass or invite you over for lunch right?
…..Four men go on a hunting trip. The only hotel in town is almost full, so they have to bunk two to a room. No-one wants to share room with Joe because he snores, so others decide to take turns. The first man stays with Joe and comes to breakfast the next morning with his hair a mess and his eyes bloodshot.
“What happened to you?” ask his friends.
“Joe snored so loudly I just sat up and watched him all night” he moans.
The following evening, it is the second chap’s turn. He also look awful the next morning.
”Oh, man, that Joe shakes the roof” he says.
“I sat up and watched him all night too.”
The third night is Frank’s turn; a burly ex-rugby player: a man’s man. Next morning he comes down to breakfast looking very fresh.
“Good morning” he say brightly.
The first two men are incredulous. “Wow, what happened?”
“Well” says Frank.
“We got ready to bed, I tuck Joe in, wished him sweet dreams and kissed him on the forehead. He sat up and watched me all night.” – Lesley Beasent
Lmao! Something funny I read couple of days ago that had me in stitches; be spontaneous and flexible abit la…
Maybe a lil on working class people, apparently most people are hard to please but I try hard to get along and mingle with those bloke.. positive result so far; people are opening up. Often people say “You are Taukey Kia, people automatically will ‘keng you sha hun’ *give you face* “ which is true to a certain degree but if one being an asshole, I’m 100% sure people wouldn’t give a rat ass or invite you over for lunch right?
…..Four men go on a hunting trip. The only hotel in town is almost full, so they have to bunk two to a room. No-one wants to share room with Joe because he snores, so others decide to take turns. The first man stays with Joe and comes to breakfast the next morning with his hair a mess and his eyes bloodshot.
“What happened to you?” ask his friends.
“Joe snored so loudly I just sat up and watched him all night” he moans.
The following evening, it is the second chap’s turn. He also look awful the next morning.
”Oh, man, that Joe shakes the roof” he says.
“I sat up and watched him all night too.”
The third night is Frank’s turn; a burly ex-rugby player: a man’s man. Next morning he comes down to breakfast looking very fresh.
“Good morning” he say brightly.
The first two men are incredulous. “Wow, what happened?”
“Well” says Frank.
“We got ready to bed, I tuck Joe in, wished him sweet dreams and kissed him on the forehead. He sat up and watched me all night.” – Lesley Beasent
Lmao! Something funny I read couple of days ago that had me in stitches; be spontaneous and flexible abit la…
Sunday 7 September 2008
Humour at Work
"A Visual Perception that stimulate the Visual Memory"
What is life if there isn’t some sense of humour to spice thing up??
Saturday 6 September 2008
InSa
Felt so tired after work... fell asleep on the couch in front the TV again.... Do not know how when I dozed off and for how long…only to be woken up by this music…
Remembered watching it a long time before…but today; it’s….hahaha…
faites-vous bien, mon amour?
Remembered watching it a long time before…but today; it’s….hahaha…
faites-vous bien, mon amour?
Wednesday 3 September 2008
Intravenous Theory
I visited my old man today during lunch, as I was entering the ward.. I saw him… a stand out among the sickly.. happily chatting with the cute doctor; a 3rd year medical doctor. *it runs in the family.. tendencies to ‘interview’ people* =x
Now I could see that my old man is quite happy being in there… there hundreds of people he can talked to.. . I asked him if he wishes to upgrade his stay to a higher class, he declined and said “It’s alright~ I’m quite happy here.”
so many 'target' to talk too... =)
I asked if he slept well last night, which he did naturally.. . He relates one incident though. There he was lying on his bed resting/reading, suddenly a nurse come around to insert an I.V drip for him. He stops the nurse with a smile and said:
“Miss, May you give me one reason why I must need that I.V drip?”
*my old man is warded for observation dues to chest pain and is still waiting for the test result to be confirmed*
Nurse: *with an unpleasant tone* “You dowan, then duwan”
*wahlao.. IV drip is optional gar??, I suspect the dozen of patients I saw before me has been victim of CUCUK BUTA~* o.0!
Old Man: *again with a huge smile* “Miss, you’re a professional, if you wish to poke me with that needle at least you should tell me what’s it for since I’m here under observation awaiting test results and I see no reason why I should be put on I.V drip, perhaps you should check with the doctor if I need a hole on my arm”
*sick edi still got energy argue~ hahahaaha *
His morale of the story is “Don’t get free poke, unless you know what it’s for”
Seeing my old man still active and positive charged attitude makes me laugh. He even chased a doctor down the hall for his test results.. *wahlao.. slow abit -.=! *
Myocardial infarction
Just like any ordinary working day, I woke up preparing to go to work. While I was showering, I heard a grunt from the room across; thinking it’s my old man probably doing his spiritual breathing exercise.
As I done dressing and headed down to go to work, he stopped me and said “Boy, no need go to work today, you need sent me to the hospital.. I’m having some chest pain and I think it might be a heart attack.” – seriously.. I didn’t have any expression nor am I surprised…just space out.
He packed a little bag with some clothing and a bottle of water. We head to the local GH, the whole time we didn’t spoke much. I drop him off the emergency entrance and proceed to find a parking. Gosh.. it’s so hard to find a parking space nowadays.. nevertheless I’ve finally found one empty lot beside the morgue room.
As I head toward the entrance I gave him a call, he said “Well I’m being examined by the doctor now why don’t you get something to eat at the canteen and come back a little while as I’m not sure if the doctor allow you to enter.” He even gave me the medical term of his condition and ask me to Google it~ – I said ok, telling him I going out for food and look up a friend and be back later.
Headed back to my car and drove out of GH…wondering around…settle for chicken rice half an hour later, went home to tell my sis that he might be staying a day for further observation. Just before noon I met my old man in the ward answering some questions by the M.O on duty; perhaps it the volume of patients or work stress..the M.O expression really suckball..felt like giving him a blow to the head..smile abit la a--hole~
Anyway I talked for another hour with my old man.. apparently there’s an emergency and the M.O got to take leave performing CPR on the bed beside me; I learned that the poor dude is 97 old..dying soon I supposed.. – Again I watched without neither flinching nor felt any emotion.
The whole time I was in the GH and ward…everything I saw look kinda familiar, it’s like I’ve been there before…* I was warded before when I was very young due to food poisoning, maybe it the same floor, I dunno~*. I saw a lot of sickly people, emergency crash victims and bedridden ventilator dependant patients and I just watch without feeling a slight emotion of anything.
Tomorrow the results are out, hope my old man is doing ok. He has been a very strong person, even drafts a letter to the lawyer before leaving the house...ensuring all is well at home.
This few years been tough, so much is happening and every now and then it never cease to excite and amazes me of the changing around me...…I begin to wonder at which point of time I started being cold or just numb to everything nowadays??
As I done dressing and headed down to go to work, he stopped me and said “Boy, no need go to work today, you need sent me to the hospital.. I’m having some chest pain and I think it might be a heart attack.” – seriously.. I didn’t have any expression nor am I surprised…just space out.
He packed a little bag with some clothing and a bottle of water. We head to the local GH, the whole time we didn’t spoke much. I drop him off the emergency entrance and proceed to find a parking. Gosh.. it’s so hard to find a parking space nowadays.. nevertheless I’ve finally found one empty lot beside the morgue room.
As I head toward the entrance I gave him a call, he said “Well I’m being examined by the doctor now why don’t you get something to eat at the canteen and come back a little while as I’m not sure if the doctor allow you to enter.” He even gave me the medical term of his condition and ask me to Google it~ – I said ok, telling him I going out for food and look up a friend and be back later.
Headed back to my car and drove out of GH…wondering around…settle for chicken rice half an hour later, went home to tell my sis that he might be staying a day for further observation. Just before noon I met my old man in the ward answering some questions by the M.O on duty; perhaps it the volume of patients or work stress..the M.O expression really suckball..felt like giving him a blow to the head..smile abit la a--hole~
Anyway I talked for another hour with my old man.. apparently there’s an emergency and the M.O got to take leave performing CPR on the bed beside me; I learned that the poor dude is 97 old..dying soon I supposed.. – Again I watched without neither flinching nor felt any emotion.
The whole time I was in the GH and ward…everything I saw look kinda familiar, it’s like I’ve been there before…* I was warded before when I was very young due to food poisoning, maybe it the same floor, I dunno~*. I saw a lot of sickly people, emergency crash victims and bedridden ventilator dependant patients and I just watch without feeling a slight emotion of anything.
Tomorrow the results are out, hope my old man is doing ok. He has been a very strong person, even drafts a letter to the lawyer before leaving the house...ensuring all is well at home.
This few years been tough, so much is happening and every now and then it never cease to excite and amazes me of the changing around me...…I begin to wonder at which point of time I started being cold or just numb to everything nowadays??
Monday 1 September 2008
Axonometric Perspective
This perhaps has been the most educational holiday this year; gained knowledge amidst nature. An outdoor wedding photo shot!, courtesy of CBCOSY. I’ve prepared some egg sandwiches for the journey because I knew they didn’t have breakfast and the shooting will probably takes a whole day. We went to FRIM in Kepong, though the weather isn’t very favourable in the beginning and later but nevertheless we have a pretty good time there.
It is said that a human mind is like a giant library, and in times when we have fresh incoming memories, older memories is magically erased or compressed with all the finer or not the finest details missing. Take a wedding photo album for example, very often we see beautiful couple posing with breathtaking surrounding, but have one ever wonder behind the actual scene and the trouble it takes for couple to get it right just for the one perfect take?
“Enjoy the process rather than the result” a gift for them, where money cannot buy.. I took many third perspective photos of them with the actual scene, so one day in future should they look into their wedding photo, they can remember the fine moment of that day… ahahahahaha….
candid merdeka~ ^.^V
It is said that a human mind is like a giant library, and in times when we have fresh incoming memories, older memories is magically erased or compressed with all the finer or not the finest details missing. Take a wedding photo album for example, very often we see beautiful couple posing with breathtaking surrounding, but have one ever wonder behind the actual scene and the trouble it takes for couple to get it right just for the one perfect take?
“Enjoy the process rather than the result” a gift for them, where money cannot buy.. I took many third perspective photos of them with the actual scene, so one day in future should they look into their wedding photo, they can remember the fine moment of that day… ahahahahaha….
candid merdeka~ ^.^V
Tuesday 19 August 2008
mind bluffs
My old man is an eccentric person; in a way his ways, his thoughts, his pattern varies from time to time. There one particular story that he relates to me yesterday morning breakfast that got me thinking deep…
Every morning he would run around the neighbourhoods exercising like he has done without fail over the years. If he is too busy in the morning or felt that he didn’t have sufficient exercise…if you happen to see an old man running in the middle of the night~ yea.. that’s him. Anyway back to the point of this entry~
One day as my old man is doing his usual rounds, the lady of the house *newly moved family on the other end of the housing row* ask my dad “Uncle~ I see you exercising here daily, but why do you always smile?”. My old man replied “Well I love to put on a smile. A smile that bluffs the mind”
Now I’m sure the lady is puzzled with my old man answer. “A smile that bluffs the mind” sounds simple but brings a lot of depth right? A concept that is so easy to do but yet many has fail to do so; some has probably never done it.
Have You Been Smiling Lately? =)
Every morning he would run around the neighbourhoods exercising like he has done without fail over the years. If he is too busy in the morning or felt that he didn’t have sufficient exercise…if you happen to see an old man running in the middle of the night~ yea.. that’s him. Anyway back to the point of this entry~
One day as my old man is doing his usual rounds, the lady of the house *newly moved family on the other end of the housing row* ask my dad “Uncle~ I see you exercising here daily, but why do you always smile?”. My old man replied “Well I love to put on a smile. A smile that bluffs the mind”
Now I’m sure the lady is puzzled with my old man answer. “A smile that bluffs the mind” sounds simple but brings a lot of depth right? A concept that is so easy to do but yet many has fail to do so; some has probably never done it.
Have You Been Smiling Lately? =)
Monday 18 August 2008
改善 KAIZEN : Day 2
Wanted to write in, but too darn tired...finally I’ve managed to get No.5 cleaned. It has never been cleaned for past 6-7 years. For such a fine working space…over the years people has been dumping file, samples and other redundant equipment. The amounts of dust accumulated over the years are so bad that mask is need for health reason.
Was shock to find document dating 20+ yrs beneath the pile of documents, remember those ultra thick ledger books? Waste no time to dispose them off...
Holy Fuck! o.0
bandages anyone?? >.0!
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“The will to rise and expand are fundamental desires of all living being.. and when there is two or more wishing for it. Competition and conflict are born between them” Wanted to call this 2 days..but decided to, not sure if it appropriate to do so or not, instead sent a SMS asking how are things going on; giving a brief encouragement to both. *least I felt better that I didn’t complete my task half done*
Sunday, wee called saying that he need to buy some clothes for the job, he will be leaving on Monday for outstation *woo nice~!* I given myself thought and I do not know if I did the right thing by recommending wee for the job. It’s not easy for anyone who was fossilized in what they’re doing previously to suddenly accept a total changed of environment. But one thing is certain, I detected that wee is much happier nowadays, somewhat relaxed smiling more often….to be observed further.
Since the day is still long and I didn’t really have any plans, I decided to join my family for yet another movie outing. The movie we initially wanted to watch sold out; settled for a different movie which is showing an hour 45 mins later.
We kill time reading at the bookstore…“Books are the quietest and most constant of friends; they are the most accessible and wisest of counselors, and the most patient of teachers.” ~Charles W. Eliot. *rather true don’t ya think?*
Maybe it because everyone is getting older and wiser.. my communication with my mum; in no means I can’t do so before but to do so in a higher level where thing is just different than they were before. In a way it’s better and bring all of us closer. There isn’t much time left for all who raise too eventually sees the sunset in life.
Was shock to find document dating 20+ yrs beneath the pile of documents, remember those ultra thick ledger books? Waste no time to dispose them off...
Holy Fuck! o.0
bandages anyone?? >.0!.....................................................................................
“The will to rise and expand are fundamental desires of all living being.. and when there is two or more wishing for it. Competition and conflict are born between them” Wanted to call this 2 days..but decided to, not sure if it appropriate to do so or not, instead sent a SMS asking how are things going on; giving a brief encouragement to both. *least I felt better that I didn’t complete my task half done*
Sunday, wee called saying that he need to buy some clothes for the job, he will be leaving on Monday for outstation *woo nice~!* I given myself thought and I do not know if I did the right thing by recommending wee for the job. It’s not easy for anyone who was fossilized in what they’re doing previously to suddenly accept a total changed of environment. But one thing is certain, I detected that wee is much happier nowadays, somewhat relaxed smiling more often….to be observed further.
Since the day is still long and I didn’t really have any plans, I decided to join my family for yet another movie outing. The movie we initially wanted to watch sold out; settled for a different movie which is showing an hour 45 mins later.
We kill time reading at the bookstore…“Books are the quietest and most constant of friends; they are the most accessible and wisest of counselors, and the most patient of teachers.” ~Charles W. Eliot. *rather true don’t ya think?*
Maybe it because everyone is getting older and wiser.. my communication with my mum; in no means I can’t do so before but to do so in a higher level where thing is just different than they were before. In a way it’s better and bring all of us closer. There isn’t much time left for all who raise too eventually sees the sunset in life.
Saturday 16 August 2008
"How're You Doing?"
We live in a time of paradox, contradiction, opportunity and above all change. To the fearful, change is threatening because they worry that things may get worse. To the hopeful, change is encouraging because they feel things may get better.
Change is a stimulus for a person; it can make a difference and influence what goes on around them. If one is willing to assume responsibility and accountability and are motivated to enhance one own capabilities and performances, there’s no limit to what one can achieve.
For most of us, at times, we worry about earning a living, being an effective person, one’s marriage or simply being a caring friend. A lot of the burdens we carry are self inflicted; created out of fears, misperception and low self-esteem. In time blamed ourselves, lose our belief in ourselves, our power to shape and control event. Again we had spread all the negative force which lead to one’s discomfort or disappointments.
In spite of all the trouble spots in the world today, the key is never to lose fact that;
“One and each of us can make a difference and affect the quality of one’s life and of those around.”
Change is a stimulus for a person; it can make a difference and influence what goes on around them. If one is willing to assume responsibility and accountability and are motivated to enhance one own capabilities and performances, there’s no limit to what one can achieve.
For most of us, at times, we worry about earning a living, being an effective person, one’s marriage or simply being a caring friend. A lot of the burdens we carry are self inflicted; created out of fears, misperception and low self-esteem. In time blamed ourselves, lose our belief in ourselves, our power to shape and control event. Again we had spread all the negative force which lead to one’s discomfort or disappointments.
In spite of all the trouble spots in the world today, the key is never to lose fact that;
“One and each of us can make a difference and affect the quality of one’s life and of those around.”
Thursday 14 August 2008
Shattered Glass~
People it seems are so quick to shoved responsibility and blame to other whenever troubles brew. They find it convenient to overcome their burden by pushing it all clean.
I’m so frustrated and disappointed with you dude, an old self of me would perhaps bash the light out of you. After some deep thought.. I rest my case and pray for you to overcome your problem.
There are times when a person is having great difficulties to understand themselves; what more about others? So take a pause to slowly reevaluate the situation, make a checklist of problem. Look at the source of the problem rather than taking account of the after effect, for such after effect will lead to a negative judgment.
"You can always count on yourself for good advice, and on days like today you should only count on yourself. It's not that getting other people's input won't be helpful, it's just that it could overload you with too much irrelevant information. Plus, some of the people you'll be around today will have their own hidden agendas, which will probably not be the same as yours. You know who you can trust -- you see them every time you look in the mirror."
I’m so frustrated and disappointed with you dude, an old self of me would perhaps bash the light out of you. After some deep thought.. I rest my case and pray for you to overcome your problem.
There are times when a person is having great difficulties to understand themselves; what more about others? So take a pause to slowly reevaluate the situation, make a checklist of problem. Look at the source of the problem rather than taking account of the after effect, for such after effect will lead to a negative judgment.
"You can always count on yourself for good advice, and on days like today you should only count on yourself. It's not that getting other people's input won't be helpful, it's just that it could overload you with too much irrelevant information. Plus, some of the people you'll be around today will have their own hidden agendas, which will probably not be the same as yours. You know who you can trust -- you see them every time you look in the mirror."
Wednesday 13 August 2008
To Be Alone~
Lonely is just one word chosen to represent so much
To tell of feelings inside that the senses cannot touch
Lonely can be in the teardrops on a bereaved person’s cheek
Lonely can be in the silence of sorrows too deep to speak
Lonely can haunt a deserted room that laughter once made proud
Lonely surrounds you when you’re alone or finds you in a crowd
Lonely is heard in echoed footsteps of a departing friend
Lonely penetrates the solitude of nights that will not end
Lonely will not listen to the pleadings of a broken heart
Lonely stays and torments until love shatters it apart
- Mary Havran
What you resist persists my friend.. stay calm and think wise.
All that we are is the result of what we have thought - buddha
To tell of feelings inside that the senses cannot touch
Lonely can be in the teardrops on a bereaved person’s cheek
Lonely can be in the silence of sorrows too deep to speak
Lonely can haunt a deserted room that laughter once made proud
Lonely surrounds you when you’re alone or finds you in a crowd
Lonely is heard in echoed footsteps of a departing friend
Lonely penetrates the solitude of nights that will not end
Lonely will not listen to the pleadings of a broken heart
Lonely stays and torments until love shatters it apart
- Mary Havran
What you resist persists my friend.. stay calm and think wise.
All that we are is the result of what we have thought - buddha
Sunday 10 August 2008
改善 KAIZEN : Day 1
August 9 Saturday:
I went to work a little late though I woke up very early, lazing around on the bed.
As I approach the factory, I saw the usual daily pickup of recycled paper truck, so I went to have a chat with the driver and enquired if he knows any good scrap yard company to do my bidding.
I then went up to the office to talk to manager regarding my plan for today, he didn’t say much; I guess he acknowledged. I spent my whole morning visualizing, inspecting and drawing up the factory floor plan. The FP is kind enough to provide me with 4 additional night shift workers to help around with the task. It was around 11+ I receive a call from the scrap company; they provide free transportation which is good; save cost.
The whole cleaning process started around 1pm beginning with the back lane. Plastic drums, containers, paint cans, metal spare part (ventilators, hydraulic, spare part, palette jacks and compressors) are counted for and loaded in the truck. It took 2 trips to complete the whole task, roughly bout 5+ hours.
On the front I only managed to clear a container of recycled paper (reject and wasted print paper). The time wasn’t enough to proper clear these paper waste. I roughly estimate there might be at least 10 tons of paper to be discarded.
All the collection of waste recycled will be funded to purchase cleaning tools and paints which again will be decided on Monday.
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Osy been feeling a bit blue recently, felt bad that I couldn’t find time to cheer her up. Sometimes I wonder are all women easily get depressed under strenuous situation?
Perhaps it’s the men fault failing to listen attentively. Cbc better learn to buckle up soon if he want things to turn better.
I went to work a little late though I woke up very early, lazing around on the bed.
As I approach the factory, I saw the usual daily pickup of recycled paper truck, so I went to have a chat with the driver and enquired if he knows any good scrap yard company to do my bidding.
I then went up to the office to talk to manager regarding my plan for today, he didn’t say much; I guess he acknowledged. I spent my whole morning visualizing, inspecting and drawing up the factory floor plan. The FP is kind enough to provide me with 4 additional night shift workers to help around with the task. It was around 11+ I receive a call from the scrap company; they provide free transportation which is good; save cost.
The whole cleaning process started around 1pm beginning with the back lane. Plastic drums, containers, paint cans, metal spare part (ventilators, hydraulic, spare part, palette jacks and compressors) are counted for and loaded in the truck. It took 2 trips to complete the whole task, roughly bout 5+ hours.
On the front I only managed to clear a container of recycled paper (reject and wasted print paper). The time wasn’t enough to proper clear these paper waste. I roughly estimate there might be at least 10 tons of paper to be discarded.
All the collection of waste recycled will be funded to purchase cleaning tools and paints which again will be decided on Monday.
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Osy been feeling a bit blue recently, felt bad that I couldn’t find time to cheer her up. Sometimes I wonder are all women easily get depressed under strenuous situation?
Perhaps it’s the men fault failing to listen attentively. Cbc better learn to buckle up soon if he want things to turn better.
Saturday 9 August 2008
Intelligence cycle management
Today as I walk in to work, the guard call and said “There’s a new worker for you” at last.. My cavalry has arrived~ the director promised to back me and sent me 3 worker for my conquest. I’ve got 1 now…
I planned to have a management ops meeting before plan initiation. Somehow I felt that everyone is procrastinating the progress; they either busy, evade, pointing around and some clueless as of what to be done. No actual meeting briefing, just verbal follow-up between management ops over tea in the evening.
Let hope things would get better as dawn break later.. ready~ ready~ I pray that I be swift and hit hard like a tidal wave….. “Improvement bring forth progression”
I planned to have a management ops meeting before plan initiation. Somehow I felt that everyone is procrastinating the progress; they either busy, evade, pointing around and some clueless as of what to be done. No actual meeting briefing, just verbal follow-up between management ops over tea in the evening.
Let hope things would get better as dawn break later.. ready~ ready~ I pray that I be swift and hit hard like a tidal wave….. “Improvement bring forth progression”
Wednesday 6 August 2008
小心陷阱!!
Well I’m done with my factory assessments and photo shooting… submitted my report and photo slide. The problem lays not about the equipments or the facilities rather it the people.
Perhaps it been many years of work, lack of enthusiasm or simply people doesn’t care about self improvement that such problem arise. There simply too many fraction parties akin a ship with too many captains. *all got ‘shim pi – heart pain’…as to whether it turn cancerous; no one knows~*
I almost blew my steam 2 hours before I finish work. I requested for a clientele listing, instead I got a whole bunch of redundant clientele with no clear direction. Apparently the list is kept not by the sales dept but by the account dept. The lady head is one shrew and shallow person, giving reason like p&c etc etc when I clearly asked if they ever kept a profiled data of clientele.
She even remark “Please ask me what you need next time, I’ve given you all I know off , you don't have to go report to your old man” Wtf?? I remembered~ the 1st week I was working, my mum told me not to ask old man go to the company often *occasionally I had lunch with my old man* it’s seems like someone been mind poisoning saying I run back and tell my old man all the detail of the company. I got pissed...but being the cool and calm me.. I smiled, thank her and walk away.
I bring my own laptop to my workstation, for internet connection I brought along my own cable *BRIGHT YELLOW * to patch in hub since the wireless modem is fuckup. Now it seems that she tripped before *NO, I haven’t seen it happen, but you bet I laugh my ass off if I do see* the office clerk would lay a carton box over my cable *I saw her out the carton box once too*.
Since I’m still feeling hot, I went to get a clear masking tape to improvise on the situation. Who knows which dumb fuck will again trip on the cable? I even printed a punt for it “小心陷阱!!” for them to see.. a fellow colleague who happen to come by as I’m done ask “hey, what you doing there?” I replied “ooh just a safety measure~ you know la some people put their eye so high that they failed to see the bottom..” wahahahahaa~
Perhaps it been many years of work, lack of enthusiasm or simply people doesn’t care about self improvement that such problem arise. There simply too many fraction parties akin a ship with too many captains. *all got ‘shim pi – heart pain’…as to whether it turn cancerous; no one knows~*
I almost blew my steam 2 hours before I finish work. I requested for a clientele listing, instead I got a whole bunch of redundant clientele with no clear direction. Apparently the list is kept not by the sales dept but by the account dept. The lady head is one shrew and shallow person, giving reason like p&c etc etc when I clearly asked if they ever kept a profiled data of clientele.
She even remark “Please ask me what you need next time, I’ve given you all I know off , you don't have to go report to your old man” Wtf?? I remembered~ the 1st week I was working, my mum told me not to ask old man go to the company often *occasionally I had lunch with my old man* it’s seems like someone been mind poisoning saying I run back and tell my old man all the detail of the company. I got pissed...but being the cool and calm me.. I smiled, thank her and walk away.
I bring my own laptop to my workstation, for internet connection I brought along my own cable *BRIGHT YELLOW * to patch in hub since the wireless modem is fuckup. Now it seems that she tripped before *NO, I haven’t seen it happen, but you bet I laugh my ass off if I do see* the office clerk would lay a carton box over my cable *I saw her out the carton box once too*.
Since I’m still feeling hot, I went to get a clear masking tape to improvise on the situation. Who knows which dumb fuck will again trip on the cable? I even printed a punt for it “小心陷阱!!” for them to see.. a fellow colleague who happen to come by as I’m done ask “hey, what you doing there?” I replied “ooh just a safety measure~ you know la some people put their eye so high that they failed to see the bottom..” wahahahahaa~
Saturday 2 August 2008
Telescoped
"If you attend to the details and errands of your day all at once, you could be cheating yourself out of a very pleasant experience. You're used to thinking that these types of tasks are things to get out of the way so that you can move on to more fun and relaxing ones. But why? Going to the grocery store can be relaxing if you use your creativity. Pretend you're in a grocery store in another country, or take along your MP3 player to listen to music while you shop. Having fun is not so hard." hahaha how true.....
So many plan to restructure... diao! >.-!
Don't 'gufu' osy oo bc... -.+!
Should I pick up the pen and papers to write again.....asphyxiated sial! =.0!
So many plan to restructure... diao! >.-!
Don't 'gufu' osy oo bc... -.+!
Should I pick up the pen and papers to write again.....asphyxiated sial! =.0!
改善 KAIZEN
A few days back I had an opportunity to visit a fellow printer factory that has been in the industry for 32 years. Well apparently this is worse year ever for the printing industry, ever increasing rise of raw mats and inflation is killing the printing industry. So was my timing good? Hmm…
Ah~ my 1st sales meeting; 1st Friday of every month, seated across oval table are the bosses and sales manager. A few issues are brought up on marketing strategy. One of the bosses asked me “So you have been here half a month, done any sales?” I’ve been struggling remain quiet the whole time but I felt that if I reserved my opinion I might regret it later on.
I told briefly off my plans on marketing, style and layout of new coming company profile. Until at one point…I posed a question on “Image” that when the whole ball game begins… The company has all the equipments and standard to perform..but somewhat lack quality to achieve better.
Boss says “I think your strength lies not in marketing but management” Everyone nodded their head…
I’ve been given a green light to do as I see fit. *wonder if I said too much?relief*
‘l337 h0x0r jo0z’ game on time…. Fuhh now I feel a whole new level of stress.. siao liao..
Ah~ my 1st sales meeting; 1st Friday of every month, seated across oval table are the bosses and sales manager. A few issues are brought up on marketing strategy. One of the bosses asked me “So you have been here half a month, done any sales?” I’ve been struggling remain quiet the whole time but I felt that if I reserved my opinion I might regret it later on.
I told briefly off my plans on marketing, style and layout of new coming company profile. Until at one point…I posed a question on “Image” that when the whole ball game begins… The company has all the equipments and standard to perform..but somewhat lack quality to achieve better.
Boss says “I think your strength lies not in marketing but management” Everyone nodded their head…
I’ve been given a green light to do as I see fit. *wonder if I said too much?relief*
‘l337 h0x0r jo0z’ game on time…. Fuhh now I feel a whole new level of stress.. siao liao..
Friday 1 August 2008
août
So many things can happen in a year.. A year ago my career in life turn 180 from worse to shit.. bah….least I should be grateful for every little that has improved since. It has been long since I slept without 1st thinking of my worries and concern of things.
It truly not easy to sleep well whenever evening falls with so many thought in mind; I either stay up extreme late or tossed around the whole night. Am I suffering from depression? For I seem too positively charged living true to my motto “I lived my life daily trying to improve the quality of lives around me" but towards night fall, it’s always the same……
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Good news :-
. Wee is finally dumping his oar after year of rowing the boat. The question I posed 4 yrs ago is finally answered.. I’ve done my part in showing you the pathway, as to how you wish to travel is your own choice, good luck! *least now I have a good neighbour down the road…lols..
. 33.1 day to decide… definitely a record.... May you live a fulfilled blissful life. Congrats Ray!
It truly not easy to sleep well whenever evening falls with so many thought in mind; I either stay up extreme late or tossed around the whole night. Am I suffering from depression? For I seem too positively charged living true to my motto “I lived my life daily trying to improve the quality of lives around me" but towards night fall, it’s always the same……
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Good news :-
. Wee is finally dumping his oar after year of rowing the boat. The question I posed 4 yrs ago is finally answered.. I’ve done my part in showing you the pathway, as to how you wish to travel is your own choice, good luck! *least now I have a good neighbour down the road…lols..
. 33.1 day to decide… definitely a record.... May you live a fulfilled blissful life. Congrats Ray!
"This is me taking back control of my life. What the fuck have you done lately?" - Wanted
Monday 28 July 2008
7th day till present.
I once read an article about bloggers bashing their employer. It not that is really bad or evil but it’s best to keep it in a healthy check. In the world of yahoo! and other ‘search me up engine’ it fairly easy to trace a person. What if your boss or some high-up is somewhat of an IT savvy person sees it? It is best to follow the guideline “To maintain and uphold a person self esteem at all time” *chuckle~..SB’s starskill*
So how’s work? *been hearing this a lot* well for now it still a honeymoon period.. in a info selfish environment that is~. I got replies like below which I’m compelled to refute
“We been working with such capacity for years and we still doing great” – yes, have you imagine where you’ll be with better facilities and system?
“No one has posed such question or enquiry such data from me, even the previous ‘stuff’ – Oh really? Perhaps they are too smart I supposed~
“Be Kia Tio Boh Sing Perr *hokkien* – learn to fly before learned to walk” – fuuhhh.... thanks for the wonderful sarcasm… least now I know that there’s $10k+ worth of software; meant to make calculation and job easier that is paid but not used. The money should goes to my pocket for me to make better ‘flying contraption’.
This office stuff need rezone... bawhahahaha =.+!Sunday funnies..
On the hill behind MPK…a failed ‘Hang Khui Pao Fatt *Cantonese* - Drain curb drifting…lmfao~ o.0!
Tu me manques enormement!.....sigh
Wednesday 23 July 2008
Desire vs Boredom
Aiyuh~ last satuday night no good le.. car suffer another flat again.. The tyres are almost 2 years edi.. time to change tyres.. the original 175/R14 is special size and not to my usual liking and so I decides to change to 195/50/R15. Brand new set of wheels.. a little wider but better stabilities.
Darn.. The regular tyres shop is not opened on Sunday.. sheesh another of flat tyres, too lazy to fit in the spares with the boom box cluttering in the trunk. Went for the movie “Red Cliff” with family *this is so rare*. Good show though, enjoyable.
Monday.. got a new set of wheels, cost a bomb considering I just started to work.. but a worth while investment. Arrived late on the 5th day of work..where’s my name card ?? ok ler.. cuz I only got to know of the rules and regulation on the 4th day.…
Today is the 6th day…Ever heard of salesman required to punch card? Lmao.. just do only ler.. chuckles… they ask me to ‘hum’ a computer for them.. the acct unit is almost 10 yrs old.. *I wanna revamped the whole co system.. so slow and a lot of redundant data, even the wireless fail to work.
To my dear friend:
“Boredom: the desire for desires.” - Leo Tolsoy
There is this story about the Greek Gods.
They were bored~, so they invented human beings.
But they were still bored~, so they invented love.
Then they weren't bored any longer, so they decided to try love for themselves and finally they invented laughter so they could stand it. -Morgan Freeman.
Darn.. The regular tyres shop is not opened on Sunday.. sheesh another of flat tyres, too lazy to fit in the spares with the boom box cluttering in the trunk. Went for the movie “Red Cliff” with family *this is so rare*. Good show though, enjoyable.
Monday.. got a new set of wheels, cost a bomb considering I just started to work.. but a worth while investment. Arrived late on the 5th day of work..where’s my name card ?? ok ler.. cuz I only got to know of the rules and regulation on the 4th day.…
Today is the 6th day…Ever heard of salesman required to punch card? Lmao.. just do only ler.. chuckles… they ask me to ‘hum’ a computer for them.. the acct unit is almost 10 yrs old.. *I wanna revamped the whole co system.. so slow and a lot of redundant data, even the wireless fail to work.
To my dear friend:
“Boredom: the desire for desires.” - Leo Tolsoy
There is this story about the Greek Gods.
They were bored~, so they invented human beings.
But they were still bored~, so they invented love.
Then they weren't bored any longer, so they decided to try love for themselves and finally they invented laughter so they could stand it. -Morgan Freeman.
Saturday 19 July 2008
3rd day KWLP
I survived 3rd day.. no~ it’s not that dull.. ah well prolly sucks abit since I have not been ‘exposed’ to what I come for…. Soon.. soon.. I hope, for now it’s still studying structures and environment.
Hey look~ I got my chair *ass on it currently* and stationeries today…how sweet; something opposite for a change.. taking in instead of giving out :x
Nevertheless.. being me.. I think I stirred some wind in the company de….for start tech zone need a major overhaul… wiring is a pile of poo.. for a 20m worth co.. the office comp is a joke.. every external hired Tom, Dick and Harry who service it leave a bigger poo after another. Nope.. I not going to personally ‘fix’ it. NO TO I.T *clap-clap hand*.
Then there is the piss poor job with the flooring….the safety feature…the reception area.
Ofcourse..it’s only my 3rd day, so I gonna take a pass on this....though it was highlighted to the correct channel…I hold my peace.
The fact that I think everyone is selfish, drone to their work *know little or know nothing of others* but still some obliged to my curious power digging super wtf crap questioning. Aah~ and yes I still sniff glue with the workers..laced with puffs. Wonder if I live pass 50.
Overall is good.. I did not bite off people head this time nor did I hate the job. So I guess all is still good…
Hey look~ I got my chair *ass on it currently* and stationeries today…how sweet; something opposite for a change.. taking in instead of giving out :x
Nevertheless.. being me.. I think I stirred some wind in the company de….for start tech zone need a major overhaul… wiring is a pile of poo.. for a 20m worth co.. the office comp is a joke.. every external hired Tom, Dick and Harry who service it leave a bigger poo after another. Nope.. I not going to personally ‘fix’ it. NO TO I.T *clap-clap hand*.
Then there is the piss poor job with the flooring….the safety feature…the reception area.
Ofcourse..it’s only my 3rd day, so I gonna take a pass on this....though it was highlighted to the correct channel…I hold my peace.
The fact that I think everyone is selfish, drone to their work *know little or know nothing of others* but still some obliged to my curious power digging super wtf crap questioning. Aah~ and yes I still sniff glue with the workers..laced with puffs. Wonder if I live pass 50.
Overall is good.. I did not bite off people head this time nor did I hate the job. So I guess all is still good…
Wednesday 16 July 2008
Hou Lan Fan + Chin Hai~
I have been procrastinating to write this few days ago. So many things to say and think about; occasionally would draft a rough what to write and then totally forgotten it bye the next hour. So I guess is start with the “Good news and Better news.”
Good news. Yesterday was my 1st day at work. Arrived early at work *mine starts at 9 while others at 8* but decide to take a puff and waited to be ‘on time’. After the usual “Goooood Morninnnnggg!!” I notice that the whole sales dept is not in, except for the HR head and the staff. Now since I didn’t have a table and sticking in the office would look lame. I head the HR head room and..
“Hie.. Is there anything I should know being my 1st day here” *main bodo lur* She pause for moment *eh I think she blur~* and said “why don’t you head down to factory and talk to the people there, *waa nice reply since she look blur* there’s people in the ‘dark room aka masking room’ that may help you to understand the working environment here” *Cool!* I said and head down.
The rest is history… I didn’t do my usual ‘interview’ with the people… and by lunch, I’ve already know what is there to know of “lithography printing”. Some basic introduction with the section leaders and it really irked me when peoples call me ‘boss’ –
I’m only an apprentice salesman. O.0!
I spent my whole day hanging around the factory observing the production line shooting some ‘less important’ questions….and my fav activities….bribing guards to have a puff with me.. So do I like my job? Hmm tough question.. since I felt some strain on the lowerback due to standing too long..and feeling high from hours of paint , glue and chems inhalation but overall I’m ok..bearable.
As an apprentice salesman…I spent less than 10 mins total talking to the sales dept people.
Pour moi??? Diao...
Better news. Hoorrray.. I skip work today~ *ponteng on the 2nd day”….Well not that I wanted too but today I need to go to the court to self represent myself. What with the weather.. it practically rained dogs and cats the whole morning and there not ample parking space in shah alam court…*sucky place* Nope it’s not going to spoil my mood. Like usual I wear a smile to anywhere and under any dire situation… Ok so there I was after enquiring around and was directed to the 3rd floor in a hall way fills with rooms.
Looking through the bulletin boards..*aah~ there’s my name* Just then a hand taps my shoulder *it’s the ass crap ah ghua look sohai lawyer who is filing me in* he said we have to wait for a moment till we’re called. Ok.. I managed to find a quiet spot where I can sit and wait for what is to come.
So how does it feels like to be surrounded by lawyers? Hahaha..
It’s feels like a morgue right….Sei Hei Cham Cham~ *stale air and gloomy* come to think about it.. why black?? To emphasis it through clothing..mood overkilled
10 sept..Je veux un avocet, Pouvez-vous m'aider s’il vous plaît? Eh bien~. C'est la vie
Good news. Yesterday was my 1st day at work. Arrived early at work *mine starts at 9 while others at 8* but decide to take a puff and waited to be ‘on time’. After the usual “Goooood Morninnnnggg!!” I notice that the whole sales dept is not in, except for the HR head and the staff. Now since I didn’t have a table and sticking in the office would look lame. I head the HR head room and..
“Hie.. Is there anything I should know being my 1st day here” *main bodo lur* She pause for moment *eh I think she blur~* and said “why don’t you head down to factory and talk to the people there, *waa nice reply since she look blur* there’s people in the ‘dark room aka masking room’ that may help you to understand the working environment here” *Cool!* I said and head down.
The rest is history… I didn’t do my usual ‘interview’ with the people… and by lunch, I’ve already know what is there to know of “lithography printing”. Some basic introduction with the section leaders and it really irked me when peoples call me ‘boss’ –
I’m only an apprentice salesman. O.0!
I spent my whole day hanging around the factory observing the production line shooting some ‘less important’ questions….and my fav activities….bribing guards to have a puff with me.. So do I like my job? Hmm tough question.. since I felt some strain on the lowerback due to standing too long..and feeling high from hours of paint , glue and chems inhalation but overall I’m ok..bearable.
As an apprentice salesman…I spent less than 10 mins total talking to the sales dept people.
Pour moi??? Diao...
Better news. Hoorrray.. I skip work today~ *ponteng on the 2nd day”….Well not that I wanted too but today I need to go to the court to self represent myself. What with the weather.. it practically rained dogs and cats the whole morning and there not ample parking space in shah alam court…*sucky place* Nope it’s not going to spoil my mood. Like usual I wear a smile to anywhere and under any dire situation… Ok so there I was after enquiring around and was directed to the 3rd floor in a hall way fills with rooms.
Looking through the bulletin boards..*aah~ there’s my name* Just then a hand taps my shoulder *it’s the ass crap ah ghua look sohai lawyer who is filing me in* he said we have to wait for a moment till we’re called. Ok.. I managed to find a quiet spot where I can sit and wait for what is to come.
So how does it feels like to be surrounded by lawyers? Hahaha..
It’s feels like a morgue right….Sei Hei Cham Cham~ *stale air and gloomy* come to think about it.. why black?? To emphasis it through clothing..mood overkilled
10 sept..Je veux un avocet, Pouvez-vous m'aider s’il vous plaît? Eh bien~. C'est la vie
Sunday 13 July 2008
Fornication
Wow~ what? Wow!
These are my first thought that come to mind when I heard of people getting the big package.
I’m pretty sure those receiver might take a while to deal with the immediate feelings – shock, fear, worry, disbelief and amazement *erm maybe not~* But eventually, it comes down to this point “Now what?”
You know coming of age nowadays “Free Love”, it is common to see that most people fornicate and have their shares of fun without realizing the impact later on. It’s said 34% of woman got owned at least once before age of 20 and over 75% of it are unplanned. *that makes like 3 out of 4 girls..wow! Mind blowing~ *
Sure there’s ways to play safe, but heck who cares right let even discuss the situation and those that have may be already forced to deal with it in reality, not just, “what if….”
The options? Parenting. Adoption. Abortion. Yerp~! That about all the choice one will get, so much to think about with each of these choice. What ever decision made, women get to make the decision about to have or not to have because it is their bodies, hearts, minds, and futures that are most affected by the choice.
It amazing to find couple being adult while fornicating and when they get owned up they totally shrinked~ unbelievable! Familiar with “You Play, You Pay” ?
A word of advise.. get a rubber *it’s cheap*, remove piss pump on cumming *rubber also can fail yunno* or else keep the pants on..
Thursday 10 July 2008
It’s been 1 year since the dark day. So what have I been doing since then? Well I’ve been
Anyway.. today…remember the saying “The fruit doesn’t fell far from the tree” It seems that in the recent board meetings someone voiced out his opinion and surprisingly with no objection … that I have to enter the litho printing firm…to work. *bye bye freedom*
It not like I don’t want to work.. *u know 1 year not doing solid work* and I’m phobic bout working for ‘family’, if I could I would prefer to get a job on my own account. Best part is.. I know nothing bout the litho firm except the fact that is was started some 25 yrs ago from a shop lot till the mega size it was today… There’s no second generation within the company organization. Most are oldies.. and none of my 2nd gen family is inside. *political I tell u… ..
Upon interview today..went to visit cousin in the neighbuoring filter factory..he said “All of us are afraid to enter, you are the first..congrats *sweat*. I can tell that my old man is very proud and happy that I entered…I’m shown like a shiny button around while touring the factory. I digress…Anyway I have approximately few more days of freedom left before I officially step in to work.
Tuesday 8 July 2008
c'est ma vie
BC rolled me into joining in at the last minute…..it was a ‘family day’ outing. With no actual training *I hung my AWP a long time ago* and no actual teammate..youngest member is only 8yrs old!.. the result is obvious right? Good fun though..
Kampung Jawa Roast house for dinner.. hmm yummies..
Suddenly got a huge lactose craving.. since I got a nice thermo, a gift off KF… hehe~ made a wicked yogurt…leftover are pressed and hung dry to make cheese… yes! you hear me right.. cheese..
アイモ～鳥のひと
Aah.. there nothing quite like it.. Space Opera~ Macross….
Friday 4 July 2008
Wednesday 2 July 2008
Insolvency
Have a better understanding of the word “Insolvency” and how it works today…
Apparently which ever 3 option offered is still not an option. There still some days left…
Earlier in the day, received a complete statements….something that been hoping for the past 5 years.. thought it serves no purposes now…but least.. some truth of what went wrong before is known. A little self satisfaction perhaps..
Thursday 26 June 2008
Thorns of beauty.
Of late I been walking around a lot.. almost each day I would bypass a beautiful garden. Within the garden lies a stalk of rose. It was the pride of the garden to have the rose. The rose being unique as it the only one surrounded by other equally beautiful plants.
Being me, I wouldn’t care much of the rose normally but would gaze upon the garden as whole enjoying each moment I passesby. But as each day passes by..it suddenly dawned upon me that am I merely admiring the garden or the stalk of rose that is the center piece attraction?
On some days I would just love to approach the rose and plucked it off the stem and on other days I would be content by just looking at the rose within it surroundings. Would it be right to say that I’m looking at the garden by not observing the rose?
Safe to say perhaps that all things that the eye sees the heart will eventually yearn for all creation have the alluring factor.
How weird it must be..
SOAD - Chop Suey!
Being me, I wouldn’t care much of the rose normally but would gaze upon the garden as whole enjoying each moment I passesby. But as each day passes by..it suddenly dawned upon me that am I merely admiring the garden or the stalk of rose that is the center piece attraction?
On some days I would just love to approach the rose and plucked it off the stem and on other days I would be content by just looking at the rose within it surroundings. Would it be right to say that I’m looking at the garden by not observing the rose?
Safe to say perhaps that all things that the eye sees the heart will eventually yearn for all creation have the alluring factor.
How weird it must be..
SOAD - Chop Suey!
Monday 23 June 2008
A Place For Each of Us
"Faith is the bird that,
Feels the light and sings,
When the dawn is still dark.
I slept and dreamt,
That life was joy.
I woke and saw,
That life was duty,
I acted, and behold!
Duty was joy."
A Day in Life - The Beatles(Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band)
Feels the light and sings,
When the dawn is still dark.
I slept and dreamt,
That life was joy.
I woke and saw,
That life was duty,
I acted, and behold!
Duty was joy."
A Day in Life - The Beatles(Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band)
Sunday 22 June 2008
A Letter to God
Dear God.. *who ever you may possibly be* It's me again. Well I still haven’t won my lottery yet. I know that what I WANT may not be what YOU want. But here today I come humbly seeking your divine~ yahoo~ help~! Thought I’m pretty sure every millisecond of this moment there’s million of SOS trying to page YOU.
I’m here today not seeking anything for myself but for a dear friend who is thousand miles away and currently in coma…fate unknown. You know Life is particularly challenging as we all have been in the position of having things going well, and then something happens like this to remind us of not only the value of life and treasures those around us.
Please God, please make it right and bestowed your miracle and blessing upon her. I hate to see her suffer the way she does and not have time to enjoy her 20's. I do not know if it is in her destiny or what not. If praying can do anything about that please take this one. Lord, Clara needs You. I'm sure You know.
Thank you God for your blessings and divine intervention. I’ll be a much much better person now onwards. Now please work your magic. Oh yea~ while You at it.. please throw in a few favours to those SOS seeker in this world. Thanks again.
My Heart, Your Home
I’m here today not seeking anything for myself but for a dear friend who is thousand miles away and currently in coma…fate unknown. You know Life is particularly challenging as we all have been in the position of having things going well, and then something happens like this to remind us of not only the value of life and treasures those around us.
Please God, please make it right and bestowed your miracle and blessing upon her. I hate to see her suffer the way she does and not have time to enjoy her 20's. I do not know if it is in her destiny or what not. If praying can do anything about that please take this one. Lord, Clara needs You. I'm sure You know.
Thank you God for your blessings and divine intervention. I’ll be a much much better person now onwards. Now please work your magic. Oh yea~ while You at it.. please throw in a few favours to those SOS seeker in this world. Thanks again.
My Heart, Your Home
Friday 20 June 2008
Longest wait~
I don't think a single day has gone by that I have not think of mon amour. Today after such long wait…I finally receives a long waited reply….I do not know what I should do or how to proper react…..there just this empty silence bitter void….
“Cher xSiNx,
Je suis le père de Clara et j'ai reçu votre lettre il y a quelques jours. Je suis très touché par votre attention pour elle et j'avoue que votre lettre m'a surpris.
Malheureusement Clara est toujours à l'hôpital, plus précisément dans le coma. Elle n'est donc pas capable de lire vos SMS, de recevoir vos appels ou même de venir en ligne sur internet.
Je ne connais malheureusement que le français, c'est pour cela qu'il m'a fallu un peu de temps pour comprendre et répondre à votre lettre.
Si vous le souhaitez vous pouvez me répondre à l'adresse e-mail que j'utilise à cet instant, c'est une des boîtes e-mail de Clara, vous n'aurez seulement à précisez dans l'objet si vous vous adressez à ma fille ou à moi, et j'ouvrirai ou non.
Je pense que Clara vous remercierai de cette inquiétude.
Salutations,
Mr. Laperdrix”
Thank you very much sir….
“Cher xSiNx,
Je suis le père de Clara et j'ai reçu votre lettre il y a quelques jours. Je suis très touché par votre attention pour elle et j'avoue que votre lettre m'a surpris.
Malheureusement Clara est toujours à l'hôpital, plus précisément dans le coma. Elle n'est donc pas capable de lire vos SMS, de recevoir vos appels ou même de venir en ligne sur internet.
Je ne connais malheureusement que le français, c'est pour cela qu'il m'a fallu un peu de temps pour comprendre et répondre à votre lettre.
Si vous le souhaitez vous pouvez me répondre à l'adresse e-mail que j'utilise à cet instant, c'est une des boîtes e-mail de Clara, vous n'aurez seulement à précisez dans l'objet si vous vous adressez à ma fille ou à moi, et j'ouvrirai ou non.
Je pense que Clara vous remercierai de cette inquiétude.
Salutations,
Mr. Laperdrix”
Thank you very much sir….
Thursday 19 June 2008
Manyak Air~
Today is a wet day oo..
It started off with…
Anyway BC came and pick me up~ *wanted to go dhap kuat~ but cancelled and went for fishing instead.
Yuyu ice with fried chicken thigh for lunch…yummy~
Crap it rained when we’re just about to fish…… let hope the fishes are hungry when the rain stop. Wasn’t a very catch good day…but definitely a funny fishing day…
There we were cursing away at our bad luck.. imagine no fish whatsoever for over and hour..*making joke about bad dough bait, new Ofmer rod bring bad luck, girls etc etc..
Just then as we busy prepping the dough bait ….BC’s rod took a dip…and the fish make a leap infront of us..and before he could lay his hand on the rod…. POP! His UglyStik took a plunged…along with the fish.. hahahaha….
It took 2 extra rod to hook BC tackle *one rod line snapped* to reel this baby in…..a whopping 4kg Rohu.
It started off with…
Anyway BC came and pick me up~ *wanted to go dhap kuat~ but cancelled and went for fishing instead.
Yuyu ice with fried chicken thigh for lunch…yummy~ Crap it rained when we’re just about to fish…… let hope the fishes are hungry when the rain stop. Wasn’t a very catch good day…but definitely a funny fishing day…
There we were cursing away at our bad luck.. imagine no fish whatsoever for over and hour..*making joke about bad dough bait, new Ofmer rod bring bad luck, girls etc etc..
Just then as we busy prepping the dough bait ….BC’s rod took a dip…and the fish make a leap infront of us..and before he could lay his hand on the rod…. POP! His UglyStik took a plunged…along with the fish.. hahahaha….
It took 2 extra rod to hook BC tackle *one rod line snapped* to reel this baby in…..a whopping 4kg Rohu.
Tuesday 17 June 2008
Don't Snap!!
It’s been quite a while since…. Took out my dusty Daiwa rod and Okuma reel, gave wipe…Ok let’s go fishing..
The mind drifted away gazing upon the pond on a hot sunny evening…
Waaa an uninvited 3.5kg Rohu broke the evening silence…..
The mind drifted away gazing upon the pond on a hot sunny evening…
Waaa an uninvited 3.5kg Rohu broke the evening silence…..
Monday 16 June 2008
Reflections
Subang LakeWas surveying the surrounding lake while took this.. miss old times oo… Those are the day when there’s less worries and trouble…
"I sit here, staring at this blank page
Not knowing what to type,
My head is screaming but my hands is silent,
Perhaps it’s all infatuation,
Of memories of yesteryears silently flash by,
Your absence is tormenting, in solitude I cry."
Saturday 14 June 2008
也許不易
classic piece~
"I've heard the sigh from afar
it sounds to whisper an unforgotten name
whose shadow is it at the far end?
to watch the sun fading light
I am so out of control
pretending not to care about my sorrow
but my memory of you stays
to remind me that I am alone again.."
Wednesday 4 June 2008
最近比較煩
June is full of surprises eh? With the new ruling which make it compulsory for rear seat passengers to use seat belts.... I’m sure a lot of people is unaware.. including me :x. My 1st reaction was.. wahh serious?? *Damm now I have to pull out all the rear belts that I stuffed beneath the seats… o0o* Why now of all time and not before? 10+ yrs ago when I was in OZ the rear seat belt ruling was already a norm there. Well now at least we have a good grace period of June till Sept to get used to wearing the rear safety belts, after which love letters would be issued :D
I remember those days when I was riding kapchai *Suzuki RGV 125 * a RM4 of petrol will overflow my fuel tank… Guess how times have changed. Since *family banned riding* I have been a proud owner of a twin carb 1.8 Nissan Bluebird *RIP*, a 20 Valve 4-throttle 1.6 EE90 Toyota *Spare toy car/currently in ECU* and currently a K3-VE Myvi. Looking back I must say though I never owned a supped up power car.. but I have serious fun spinning and going cruising as I wish over the years.. yea yea.. the local kutu malam who rayau the streets and states..
Effectively midnight tonight, The new price for petrol is RM2.70 a litre, *Wah Puiii!!* It almost…145%+ since I first pour my own petrol O.0! This could be the most expensive price hike yet at 40%. So go filled em up mate~! Hmm… maybe this is a good time to ask for my riding ban to be lifted~ hahaha~ :D
Having say all these, I can’t help to wonder for every increment in a litre of petrol..how much is it going effect a glass of Teh O Ais Limau or Roti Canai??
Sunday 1 June 2008
千里之外 - 費玉清
It funny how a wonderful tale shared among two could changes with two different lead across distances and time. Human’s imaginative power is a real piece of work.. It swells accordingly to time/distance proportion!!.. lols..
沈默年代 或許不該 太遙遠的相愛?
There can only be a one author and one narrator each time~ What would be outcome of the tale?
Saturday 31 May 2008
有多少愛可以重來 - 迪克牛仔
hmm...Last night wrote a long letter, took a long time to consider if I should mail it… which I did~ wonder if I pick the phone and call would be easier.. what is there to expect really?
It’s funny how one’s expectation turn otherwise always..too much hope perhaps?
Still thing should be done in a proper manners atleast...
是否还有勇气去爱?
Monday 26 May 2008
My 27th~
YCH got married le~ was a fun filled Sunday morning and a wonderful evening dinner..
wishes them a happy marriage and eternal love.
Time passes by so fast..not sure if I wishes to celebrate it this year. Too broke anyway.. lols..
張震嶽 - 愛我別走my wishes for this year "what ever you do~, where ever you are~ get well, stay healthy and always be happy~"
wishes them a happy marriage and eternal love.
Time passes by so fast..not sure if I wishes to celebrate it this year. Too broke anyway.. lols..
張震嶽 - 愛我別走my wishes for this year "what ever you do~, where ever you are~ get well, stay healthy and always be happy~"
Friday 23 May 2008
L'envie d'aimer
At anytime of the day~ doesn't matter who it may be... peoples get knock down for whatever reasons it maybe...please don't stay down too long.. do stay positive and cheer up always ya.. ^.^
你是如此難以忘記~
Wednesday 21 May 2008
How long does it takes?
Later in the morning would be going to police station somewhere in KL.. almost a 1 1/2 year since that day now.. hmmmm so slow...so much agony..
Monday 19 May 2008
Wesak Day
When I was young….every Sunday without fail, I would be sent to a dharma school. I don’t know why I was sent to there.. maybe because I’m kind off mischievous, but hell I was a good fighter :x *just kidding~. Anyway I spent a good deal of my non study days there learning bout morale and dharma theories. I could probably quote a whole story on prince Siddhartha. Thinking back I think I miss the food there; red bean tong shui and vegetarian friend vermicelli. *lols~ With all the lessons and spiritual studies...I think it did make an impact on one ways of thought..
Today is Wesak day. I can’t recalled when the last time I went to a Wesak Day prayer.. but am glad I did go. Felt good thought~
The Killers - When You Were Young
Saturday 17 May 2008
陳慧嫻 - 飄雪
"Bonjour, mon amour; You’re always on my mind,
Because you're somehow ailing,
Be strong and response to any challenge
Because I miss you love.
So I’m confident you’ll win again;
Hang in there, and you’ll see;
You’ll be back on top in no time,
Tackling life courageously.
I know the distance is a factor
but I stretch as often as I can
I hope to reach your hands any day now
I'll be here when you come back. . . "
Can't sleep. . .
Did another new interviews earlier in the day..kinda wonder if all interviews is that long.. 2 hours+ this time...
A year ago today, I went for Lasik..how time flies...haven't been taking much good care of the restoration gifts...hmmm should take better care now on..
so much been going on in mind...run out of complicated theories
Sunday 11 May 2008
Distant
Each time you're gone,
I just realize how much more I needed you.
The warmth I've never felt,
Makes me longs for your arms.
The voice I have never heard, the laughter,
Leave my ears deaf.
If I could stop time, I would,
Just to have a break from all the loneliness,
and longing I lives with.
I feel like I don't know you,
But I love you,
This distance could never get any worse.
When I need someone,
I search for you, I crumble apart inside.
My love, how clueless you are..
You don't know the torment, and loneliness,
That I go through when you are not around.
In the day, everything is not the way they’re supposed to be.
Nothing is simple; nothing works out my way at all.
Nights get colder and darker, I fears..
Did you heard the singing of lonely melody from my heart,
I miss you and wishes that we are not apart.
- Credit Petra Tawfik
It's Mother's Days today~ Happy Mother's Days oo!!!
May all who sincerely seeks...finds!! ^.^ V
I just realize how much more I needed you.
The warmth I've never felt,
Makes me longs for your arms.
The voice I have never heard, the laughter,
Leave my ears deaf.
If I could stop time, I would,
Just to have a break from all the loneliness,
and longing I lives with.
I feel like I don't know you,
But I love you,
This distance could never get any worse.
When I need someone,
I search for you, I crumble apart inside.
My love, how clueless you are..
You don't know the torment, and loneliness,
That I go through when you are not around.
In the day, everything is not the way they’re supposed to be.
Nothing is simple; nothing works out my way at all.
Nights get colder and darker, I fears..
Did you heard the singing of lonely melody from my heart,
I miss you and wishes that we are not apart.
- Credit Petra Tawfik
It's Mother's Days today~ Happy Mother's Days oo!!!
May all who sincerely seeks...finds!! ^.^ V
Monday 5 May 2008
Jungle Simulation~ Sg Buloh
Nothing much to do….thought I tag along and see~
The Base of MUD Trekker
Warm up and gearing is important...
Come~ Come~ make friends and targets
Free Frags~
Campers!
The Base of MUD Trekker
Warm up and gearing is important...
Come~ Come~ make friends and targets
Free Frags~
Campers!
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