Well….I’m done with the interview. Not even sure if I’ll get it; nowadays there’s too many uncertainty in life to carry such high hope.
I arrived 10mins late, luckily made a call and it seems that the interviewer is coming in late too; noon traffic in Klang valley is getting worse day by day. Since I’m ‘early’ and decide not to announce my present at the store, I have a light snack at McD’s nearby to unwind and mentally prepare myself for what to talk about. It suddenly dawn upon me that I have nothing to say nor can I describe half of what I’ve been doing for the past 6years. I though of skipping the interview and go home~
It is at that very moment I asked myself “Are you ready?” “Are you capable of doing it?”
The saying “Hou Ma Bat Shek Wui Tao Chou” A good horse would never eat gostan grass? *hahaha!! Years of being a free tiger that roams the forest is now back on leash definitely got me thinking deep....no more flexible working hours and perks of being the big guns.
I finally meet the one interviewing me.. the session was fairly pleasant and smooth *I think!!. At one time he asked me a question “What makes you think that you’re capable for this position? “ wahseh! I spoke too soon ….“ I love power!! I loves managing people; if I’m not~ I wouldn’t be seeing you in the first place! *wtf is that?* …mouth overshot the mind... He seems rather stunned with my answer and proceeds to jot down those QnA’s feedback form and said “Good!”
For many people, their job is a big part of their identity – which is fine to a point. But such close identification can lead to problems. Losing your job is bad enough, but if your self-image is tied up to the job you’ve just lost, you can also lose a sense of who you are!
“You Job Is What You Do, Not Who You Are”
What else do I got to lose eh?
Thursday 20 September 2007
Wednesday 19 September 2007
Oh Frag Me~
It’s been like 2 weeks since I last posted here; it been over a month plus since shit happens.. I’ve been really busy lazy this whole time simply because I have nothing better to do except to sit down and wait. Occasionally I do get out to perform some duty, else I just be home the whole day hitting away at the fantasy world or watch tonnes of dramas and movie.
Towards evening that I would drove out to my friend’s CC and hangout there. There’s a mamak a few shops away where a lot of gamers would sit down and discuss their ‘adventure’ after session of games each night. It pretty much the same routine for the whole night ; Dota , mamak , Dota , mamak.. etc etc till wee hours in the morning. Kinda getting my life wasted right? Well what to do.. there’s practically nothing better to do for now atleast.
Yesterday was an interesting day in Banting. It is the first day the power of money is fully exercised to see things done~ The counter attack has begin… it may takes 3, 4 even 6 months to see some results, but I have confidence something good is about to happen. For is all said and done fails, there’s always a final triumph card waiting to be unsheathed.
In about 6 hours from now I be having an interview for a new position which I been waiting for such a long time now, hopefully I will land that job and starts anew; I really do not know what prepares for..my C.V’s is brief and half of what I do can’t really be penned down. Let’s hope may the best shooter wins..
Towards evening that I would drove out to my friend’s CC and hangout there. There’s a mamak a few shops away where a lot of gamers would sit down and discuss their ‘adventure’ after session of games each night. It pretty much the same routine for the whole night ; Dota , mamak , Dota , mamak.. etc etc till wee hours in the morning. Kinda getting my life wasted right? Well what to do.. there’s practically nothing better to do for now atleast.
Yesterday was an interesting day in Banting. It is the first day the power of money is fully exercised to see things done~ The counter attack has begin… it may takes 3, 4 even 6 months to see some results, but I have confidence something good is about to happen. For is all said and done fails, there’s always a final triumph card waiting to be unsheathed.
In about 6 hours from now I be having an interview for a new position which I been waiting for such a long time now, hopefully I will land that job and starts anew; I really do not know what prepares for..my C.V’s is brief and half of what I do can’t really be penned down. Let’s hope may the best shooter wins..
Monday 3 September 2007
一場遊戲一場夢
不要談什麼分離 我不會因為這樣而哭泣
那只是昨夜的一場夢而已
不要說願不願意 我不會因為這樣而在意
那只是昨夜的一場遊戲
＊那只是一場遊戲一場夢
雖然你影子還出現我眼裡
在我的歌聲中 早已沒有你
那只是一場遊戲一場夢
不要把殘缺的愛留在這裡
在兩個人的世界裡 不該有你 喔
＃為什麼道別離 又說什麼在一起
如今雖然沒有你 我還是我自己
說什麼此情永不渝 說什麼我愛你
如今依然沒有你 我還是我自己
重唱 ＊,＃,＃
been listening alot to this lately....
Sunday 2 September 2007
Yum seng buddy~
Gosh I’m so tired~ Just got back from home after gaming with friend at cc; all under alcohol influence…I’ve stopped drinking along time ago; occasionally I drink for special event. These 2 days has been very special because I have drink more than my usual for such a long time now.
Today evening Coach Zhang invite my old man and me for dinner at oversea restaurant in KL, wow splendid meal! Halfway through dinner 2 old friends of coach came and joined us. Imagine 10 course meal with free flow of liquor..
The restaurant closes at about 11, but there’s so much to talk about that we all decides to patron the kopitiam across the street.. more drinks! One of coach friend is a head auditor at a local bank; cool~! So I decide to ask his opinion regarding my ‘case’. His mind and ways of thinking is superb, gives me a lot of idea and method to deals with my problem.
The best part is, I can come look for him if there’s trouble.
Definitely a fine night I’ll say~ in few hours time i be going Genting to do more entertaining....
Today evening Coach Zhang invite my old man and me for dinner at oversea restaurant in KL, wow splendid meal! Halfway through dinner 2 old friends of coach came and joined us. Imagine 10 course meal with free flow of liquor..
The restaurant closes at about 11, but there’s so much to talk about that we all decides to patron the kopitiam across the street.. more drinks! One of coach friend is a head auditor at a local bank; cool~! So I decide to ask his opinion regarding my ‘case’. His mind and ways of thinking is superb, gives me a lot of idea and method to deals with my problem.
The best part is, I can come look for him if there’s trouble.
Definitely a fine night I’ll say~ in few hours time i be going Genting to do more entertaining....
Saturday 1 September 2007
An Old Friend~ Coach Zhang
Wonderful evening today~ meet up with coach Zhang and his wife today. Haven’t seen them for nearly 6 years. Feel good to see them again, looking good and fit as usual. Coach was in Malaysia for a holiday and witness Malaysia swimming opens. Truly a wonderful couple and a well learned man. His Chinese way of thoughts is really interesting and fun to talks to.
It is always those talking and drinking session with the coach, I learned a lot of fine Chinese language and beautiful phrased Chinese proverb giving depth to scenario events.
Coach was previously a head of an elite government sports complex in Beijing; due to work stress and tonnes of entertainment, he decides to stop and come Malaysia to rest.
During his break from China, he taught swimming lessons at a local club.
During his time in Malaysia, my dad would always accompany the coach around looking for foods and drinks. It is in those sessions that I’ve joined and get to know the coach better. I know both the coach and his wife were national Olympic swimming champion and diver in their heydays. Among the thing that amazes me are his modesty, his strict living lifestyles and his humbleness.
Coach made a lot friends here but this trip back to Malaysia, he specifically informed and invite only a few friends of his presents because everyone will come and meet him; then he would have time to really enjoys his holiday. Good to see you Coach!!
It is always those talking and drinking session with the coach, I learned a lot of fine Chinese language and beautiful phrased Chinese proverb giving depth to scenario events.
Coach was previously a head of an elite government sports complex in Beijing; due to work stress and tonnes of entertainment, he decides to stop and come Malaysia to rest.
During his break from China, he taught swimming lessons at a local club.
During his time in Malaysia, my dad would always accompany the coach around looking for foods and drinks. It is in those sessions that I’ve joined and get to know the coach better. I know both the coach and his wife were national Olympic swimming champion and diver in their heydays. Among the thing that amazes me are his modesty, his strict living lifestyles and his humbleness.
Coach made a lot friends here but this trip back to Malaysia, he specifically informed and invite only a few friends of his presents because everyone will come and meet him; then he would have time to really enjoys his holiday. Good to see you Coach!!
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